Thursday 12-30-04

Thursday 12-30-04: Sorry about that.. I lost everything today and had to restore from my recycle bin and I was only able to bring this back to last week. I lost a week and for that I am sorry. I don't really remember to much to go back and do it so I am not going to mess with it. But today... I got up and worked on website. Oh yes I was woke up by the phone ringing and it was a bunch of girls in an office in North Carolina I think. They wanted to call me and talk to me about my website and they were watching me sleep. So we talked and then I got up and worked on website. I also went into work and worked and then went to the Company Garage and worked on their system and then I went to McDonalds and ate and talked to Christie on the phone while I ate and drove home. I then came inside and showered up and put the PJ's on and then I worked on my system and lost everything and then I went back and took another shower to help and restart the evening a little better and now I am working on it again. I will go back and put yesterdays things in I think. Well I will be working on this all evening now. lol. PLEASE once again please click on every Google ad at the bottom of my website pages. They help rank me with Google and also helps pay for the site. They are all different on every page and even on my car page you can find a lot more on all the pages in there. It helps out a lot trust me.

Wed. 12-29-04

Wednesday 12-29-04: I don't know what I did.. lol oh well. I know I worked on website and added pictures of my moms Christmas and I know that I worked on the info page and also on the links page. lol oh well.

Tuesday 12-21-04

Tuesday 12-21-04: Will I got up around 12:00 pm and now I am going to go ahead and go shopping and try not to think about things and just have a nice time. I hope you all are having a GREAT day... I have live audio going on my TV cam page for the TV and also live audio on the entire website for Christmas Music till Christmas and also on my Car Cam page I have live audio in my car. I hope you like. Well I am back on the computer again. I went out all day and shopped and got my mother a lot of things that I think she will love. I also picked up some things for myself like (Homer Simpson Slippers that are hugh) and also I got some pj's and smelly stuff lol. I love Bath and Body Works lol. Anyway....... I had a pretty good day just being by myself and hanging out. I then went bowling where I bowled a 202 - 199 - 240 or so. And then I went to the Mall to pick up some more things and then I came home around 11 and wrapped everything and now it is 1:15 am and I am kind of tired. So I will work on my website and then crash.. Remember CLICK a lot of my ads. ( You might find something you like on them )... cya....

Monday 12-20-04

Monday 12-20-04: OK got up and went to Anderson to work on the DSL system there and got that up and running with faster speeds. Then I went with Christie to lunch and then I hung out around and then met up with Christie and we went shopping and then went out to eat and then I came back to Muncie. I picked up a lot of things for mom so that on Christmas morning when everyone is gone to their own places she can have stuff to open and not feel blah..... hehehe.. got her a lot of stuff. good stuff. great stuff. Thank you CHRISTIE for going with me and helping me out you ROCK... Now I am home working on my system. I still need to get some stuff but I will try and get that soon. Once again I would like to say thanks for everyone that visit's my site. I was thinking about dumping the sound for the CAR cam but Christie and I had to much fun with it so I am going to keep it for a few. Also just a reminder can everyone please take a few min to go through my site and click on all the Google Ads at the bottom of every page. This helps me out. It is now 2:00 am so I better get to bed. Well , I have been sitting here for 2 hours with computers off and TV off and just sitting in my chair. A lot of things on my mind that I have been fighting with for about 6 months now and they are just resurfacing now and I don't know why....

Sunday 12-19-04

Sunday 12-19-04: Got up and worked on my computer stuff and then I am thinking about going into work for a few and then I need to start shopping sometime soon. I just cant start. I hate crowds and it seems like everyone out are a bunch of dirty butts lol. Anyway I am getting off here to and going to head out. Don't forget to click on my Google ads at the bottom of every page they help pay for the site. Thanks a lot for this. Talk to you in a few. Well I went into work and worked all day and then I came home and felt like I should go to church so I did. I then stopped by the store and picked up some pop and then came hom. I am now talking to a person on the net and getting ready to watch the COLTS play baby.... lol ..

Sat. 12-18-04

Saturday 12-18-04: Well I just got up and out of the shower and it is now 9:00 am. I didn't sleep very well at all. I need to start my shopping but I also have a family thing today that I need to be at. I have no clue...... All I know is that I am blah lol hehehhehe... Talk to you later on today. Well I went to see Heather and that was great and then I went into work. I left work around 12:00am or so and came home. I stopped by Pizza King on the way and talked on the phone and ate and messed with computer till about 4:00 am. NOW I am going to bed. Have you ever been soo lonely that you forget that you are lonely lol.

Friday 12-17-04

Friday 12-17-04: Got up today and went to work and picked up a Call Unit for my Mother and then I went to Anderson to have lunch with the Anderson Girls and work on the main computer there. Left there and went to the Doc's then left there and came home and installed the one call unit for my mother and then I went to the store and to get my hair cut. I then came back and talked with Heather on the phone and on the internet and then I talked to Christie and then I split for a while just to get away and now I am back home working on things here. Getting back to the Call Unit I got for my mother, It is really cool. She wears a very small button around her neck that is very small and then if she falls, or gets scared, or needs me or something she can push this button and the intercom system will connect to ADT and they come over the system and talk to her where ever she is at (it picks up her voice and she can hear them) and she can tell them to either call me or call an ambulance or the police. She said she feels so much more secure now with this on. And that is worth all the cost. Well it is now 11:15 pm and I am BEAT. I think I am going to go to bed. Wow I just got a really nice note in my guestbook just now on my website. Wow thank you LIZ.

Thurs. 12-16-04

Thursday 12-16-04: Well I went to work and then had a party to go to for work. And I sat with the Anderson Connection, and had a great time. Then came home and worked on computer and getting ready to head up to visit with Heather again and stay up there this evening. Well I thought 2x about going or not going up to see Heather but she talked me and and really wanted to see me so I went up there and then left around 1 am to come back home. I was going to stay but thought against it. I cant believe she has a shoe fetish that is just awesome.. Heels and Heels and Heels lol.. Anyway ... I am beat and it is 3:00 am and I have to go to the doc's later today and Anderson to meet up with the girls for lunch.

WEd. 12-15-04

Wednesday 12-15-04: Worked on things at work and then came home and I don't really know.. I lost a day and I don't really know what I did.... oh I just worked on computers today. Then work (CEO) took me to lunch in a SUV limo (we went the the airport for lunch) for helping out so much off the clock with the new building. Then I came home and worked on Website and other things all evening till around 1 or so.

Tues. 12-14-04

Tuesday 12-14-04: Well I got up around 11:00 and went into work. Got things done and then left work and then came home and changed and then headed to Anderson to work on Christie's computer. Left there around 9 or so and then came back home and now I am watching TV and working on my system. Short Day.

Monday 12-13-04

Monday 12-13-04: I had a great day today. I sent the girls in Anderson flowers for Christmas and then had lunch with Gary and Tim at the EndZone where I will be tomorrow because of Lasagna day.. I then worked at work all day and got a lot of things done and then I basically came home and talked to Heather on the phone for about 2 hours and now I am thinking about going to see her and hang out and have some us time. Well yes I am going.. I will have my car cam on all the time unless she wants it off. Well I'll be back. Had to go to work (well didn't have to but needed to and finished at 5:40 am) going to bed now.

Sunday 12-12-04

Sunday 12-12-04: It is now 9:30 am and I just got up. Today I need to do my bed sheets and clean up the house some. I am getting ready now to go to Lunch and then come back by time to watch the COLTS play. Again I would like to thank the people that are listening to my Christmas music. I had 164 people last night listening and today I have 112 on now. Thanks a lot. Be back in a few.. Well I am thinking about changing all my webcams around. If you would like to see some in more areas or less in others or if you want to see them in totally different areas please let me know, email me your ideals. Thanks...

Saturday 12-11-04

Saturday 12-11-04: Well I got up today around 1:00 pm wow felt really nice to sleep and just sleep. I basically spent today working on my website and cleaning the house and just hanging out. I thought I might get another call today but I guess not. Anyway.. how are you guys doing. I hope you like the new audio features on the TV cam page and also the other audio is Christmas music till Christmas, how about that. Well I tried to go to bed around 2 am and that didn't work so I went to bed at 5:30 am. And feel right to sleep.

Friday 12-10-04

Friday 12-10-04: Well I just got back from lunch with Christie, we went to Grindstone Charlie's and it was great. We talked for a little while and then I left and came back home and now I am going to be working on the website and the computer all day and evening. If you need me either call me or email me. Thanks again for a great lunch. Does anyone know what the saying "We sharpen the pencil on high prices" stands for. If so can you please email me and tell me. Thanks a lot I got an email that told me or explained how the saying is. I got a call tonight that was very very nice and was just fun but too short.

Thursday 12-9-04

Thursday 12-09-04: Well I woke up today, and started off messed up from the moment I opened my eyes. so I am thinking that I just need to go for a long long drive or something. I don't even know what to write.. I do know that the girl I met called last night called me again after that, but I didn't talk. Well I guess I will write more later. IF you need me or need something that I might help with call me at 765-717-9819 that is my cell number. Well I went and talked to someone today and got stuff clear and everything is fine and yes I over reacted lol. Then I went to our Department Christmas Party and had a great time there and now I came back home and I am just hanging out working on stuff and I am physically and mentally beat. I hope I can sleep ok today. I am having lunch tomorrow with Christie my Anderson Connection well one of them.

Wednesday 12-8-04

Wednesday 12-08-04: Went to work today and worked all day and then the day went down hill. I tried to blow it off by not thinking about it, but when you are alone at your house and watching TV or driving around you tend to think. And I am probably the biggest IDIOT that I know. I do things that I think are funny and will get some attention and make me feel like a big guy but I end up hurting people instead. I am sorry to a person that knew some things that probably upset her but she kept it to herself because she is a true friend & true lady. A person that anyone would be honored to have as a friend. And I know that now.... Well time for some changes and I mean changes. By the way I met someone new tonight and she pretty much blew it off I guess, who knows. Maybe my mood is because I am so tired and haven't slept but 6 hours in 5 days or maybe it is the holidays but things have to start getting better and for that to happen I need to make some changes and not sit and wait for changes to come to me. I wish I would of thought this way a long time ago maybe a lot of things would be different now. You know I don't write to much about my Father in here or talk to anyone to much about him because it upsets me so much still to even bring it up but he was probably the most honest, open, true, person that I ever knew. And if he was alive now and I could talk to him about stuff that is going on he would probably not be to proud. I really don't know how he felt since he died sudden but I do know this if I am ever half the man that he was even If I am alone then I will be happy. I miss him so much..

Tuesday 12-7-04

Tuesday 12-07-04: OK got to work and checked on Network and then went to the Anderson office being very tired and did some things there. Then left there and called about the phone lines being messed up in Anderson. I got back to the office around 9:00 am and then went to Portland Office to see about putting in phone lines and cable lines and Cat 5 connections. I then came back to the office around 12 and went to lunch with Jeanni and then came back to the office and worked on more laptops and then finally left around 4:00 and came home and changed and went to Bowling and then came home and now I am updating the website. sheeeewwww I am tired.. I cant sleep and need a massage... lol

Monday 12-6-04

Monday 12-06-04: OK I am updating this actually a day behind because I didn't have time to do it. Well I got up today and went to work around 7:00 am.. Worked on some things and then went to lunch with Tim. Then came back and worked on the New T1 Data line that I added and it went down and we worked on that till about 5:00 pm. I then went to the new Yorktown Office (Garage) and then came back and worked on the Server and laptops till around 5:00 am.... Long Day.... I then tried to lay down and I could not sleep at all so I got up took and shower and went to work................................

Sunday 12-5-04

Sunday 12-05-04: Well I just got up it is almost 9:00am. I am tired didn't get much sleep last night just because I was on the phone to late I think lol. Anyway .... I am thinking about going to indy today to get my car washed and waxed and detailed on the inside and then coming back by Goodies, and then going to eat at McDonalds and then driving back home and watching Colts Game. lol.... I also have to go to Circuit City to look at a new phone I am thinking about getting. I got a new cell phone last week but don't like it much so I am going to get another one lol. I have to be the pickiest person when it comes to things lol. Anyway, I hope you have a great day.. My car cam will be on all day today so check it out. Also if you would like to call and say hi and surprise me it would be nice 765-717-9819 cya all. Have a great day.. :)... Well the Colts play at 1:00 today so I am not going to Indy I am going to just go to Circuit City and find out about my phone and then I went to McDonalds here in Muncie and and talked on the phone for a long time and then came home. Now I am watching the Colts play. Well I went for a long drive and just relaxed and talked to some people on the phone and just basically took it easy. Went to bed.

Sat. 12-4-04

Saturday 12-04-04: Well I know that I haven't updated for a while and I am sorry for that. I have been going through a lot and just didn't know for sure if I was going to keep the website up and running or not. I have gotten a lot of emails telling me to keep it going and a lot of emails that give a lot of support and for that I want to thank you. I am doing pretty well now just trying to figure out what I should and or shouldn't do about some things. I also have been working a lot this last week finishing up the new building in Yorktown. Now I am starting a new project in another building up in Portland Indiana. I also have been trying to get a lot of stuff done around the house and things. I also found out that a friend or so I thought was a friend in Anderson has been talking about me to others and lying about things to make those people not like me and it worked. And the funny thing is that if either one called me right now to be friends I would in a heartbeat. Well I guess I should learn. I should spread around some of the pictures that I have of both and let people make their own decisions but I wont. Anyway my family is on their way over for our monthly dinner and I will be with them. I will talk more when I get time. Once again for the people that have been friends to me thanks and to the people that aren't we can try it again or you can live not knowing like I am right now. Talk to you all in a few.

FRiday 12-31-04

Friday 12-31-04: Well I got up today and my brother and his family was here form Michigan and so I spent some time with them and hung out and then I went into work and then I met up with some people for work and had dinner at Applebee's and then Me and David went to the Video Store and then we went to a place downtown and hung out and listened to a band (Mud Eye Blue) for a few and then I came home around 11:00 pm and now I am just hanging out. OOOOPS its time to say Happy New-Year... Talk to you all tomorrow, I am going to finish working on my website. Remember please click every ad on every page if you can. Thanks a lot.

Monday 11-29-04: Well I just ordered me another new cell phone and now I am going to get on the phone about some Parts that did not come in for work. And then I have lunch planes with an past Co-Worker at Port at noon and then I have to stop by my doc's for a min and then I should be back home. I hope. Call me if you need anything 765-717-9819..... you know... I had a totally different thought for today as I was just sitting here. But If I write that I might offend people so I better just stop. The point is, If you don't know something then shut the crap up PERIOD...... I am sorry if people are reading this from my family or other people that get offended but I am sick and tired of living a certain way or not just being my self because of what ever. I am sick and tired of it. And it is going to end. The reason I have this is to vent and let things out and release things, and I think I have been very tame in stuff that I say and thoughts that I have. Well SCREW that... I live with myself, I live with my own thoughts, I live with my own person and if you don't like that then you must have one perfect life then for you to knock on me. So what if I have cams in my house, So what If I rent movies a lot, So what if I spend a lot of time at the the computers, so what if I take off and just drive for hours and hours so what. At least I am not at a bar every night, smoking weed, or getting in fights, or out doing what ever with whomever. IF you have a problem with me come to me... talk to me... call me (765) 717-9819 heck ill even pay for a collect call... but just get off my back and stop talking about me when I am not around, or saying things you know nothing about. And if you don't know both sides then SHUT UP........ I try to help out others with computer problems, I try to give what I can when I can I try and try but ya know it gets old sometimes..... I have been trying to do better, and trying to not talk when I shouldn't and trying to be an all around ok guy. So with that being said please get off my BACK...................................................... Now..... If you wan to be a friend then great if you want to be more then a friend well lets talk lol... IF you want to just vent to someone then feel free to email me... My life needs to change and it is going to. I have done things I am sorry for and I have said I am sorry. So time to be Patrick Conner again .. I just hope you stick around to get to know me for me... Well I see a show is coming on that has women in high heels lol so I am back to the TV lol have a GREAT night and email me if you just want to talk or vent. Who knows I might post some of your letters and just let people know what you have to say. But only if you want.... CYA.... Went out to work tonight and did some things for my CEO and then went to our new office in Yorktown and met up with Mark and Bill and worked for a while and then left around 11:00. Now it is 2:00 am and I am going to bed. Night Night.

Sunday 11-28-04

Sunday 11-28-04: Well I got up and wasted time with Comcast on the phone and then I took off and went to work to work on something and then I left work and went up 300 to NewCastle and then ate at McDonalds and then stopped by Goodies and then came home. Basically just wanted to get away and take a road trip.

Sat. 11-27-04

Saturday 11-27-04: Well I just got up and it is 11:45am. wow maybe I shouldn't of gotten a new mattress lol. I liked only getting 4-5 hours a night it was nice I had a lot more time to do things. Now wow no time at all. Well yesterday was the day after Thanksgiving and only Sabra and Paul came over to visit. Mom was so happy that they showed up. Just worked on website and other stuff around the house and added some pictures to my picture page and redid the main screen.

Friday 11-26-04

Friday 11-26-04: Well it is now 2:00pm and got up today around 11:00am and I went and got my muffler fixed on my red car and then I came back home and now I am working on my computers. Pacers play again tonight so I will be here watching that.. I am thinking about killing the website and just ending the online thing, what do you think. Honestly let me know I am really fighting this thought. Well I am and have been working on my website and just going through pictures on my computer. I also am getting kind of tired so I am thinking about going to bed. Well I am tired of thinking about everything and looking at old pictures of people so I am going to crash. Nite Nite (2:00am)

Thurs. 11-25-04

Thursday 11-25-04: Happy Thanksgiving.... I just got up around 11:30am and most of the snow outside that fell last night around 4:00am was gone. :( .. I got up and cleaned up the house a little and worked on some things. Now I am watching the COLTS play. I watched a movie last night that really got me going (Afraid) lol it was called Salem's Lot. I was really impressed. Then I crashed around 5:00am or so. Well I hope that everyone reading this has great great day. All my cams will be on today and we are having dinner I guess today at 5:30pm or so. WOW late Thanksgiving. Might as well wait till Christmas and have it all in one day. But ya know oh well right. K Riley and Kim you guys have a GREAT day ok. I am thinking about you both. Also KIM I know you are going into the Hospital today and you have more test's on Monday know that I am thinking about you ok. Anyway if you want to talk call me anytime 765-717-9819. Cya.....I'll post more later on today. Well everyone just left and I finished cleaning up. I am now just hanging out and watching the Pacers Game and watching Kim on Cam as she is getting ready to fall asleep. I didn't hear anything from Riley today I thought I might. I am just going to work on the computers and then crash. Well it is now 2:03 am and I cant sleep. I can't get some things out of my mind and I hate this crap. People know how I am with having to have closure and I don't have it on 2 major things that happen in my life and 1 I will never have it on and that is fine. I am getting to where that is ok with me but the other, all it would take is a phone call, or meeting, or email. And it Sucks that it can't be that nice. I am going to work on my website for a few and try to go to bed again.

Wed. 11-24-04

Wednesday 11-24-04: Well I have been busy today getting things finished downstairs (without help) and doing. I went and and got my hair cut and bought a new mattress for my bed. I went and picked it up and blew a hole in my Catalectic Converter so that has to be fixed on Friday. No biggy at all. Then I came home and worked on cleaning up the house and getting that stuff done for tomorrow (big whoopee) and other then that nothing much. Oh I have to go to the store for Mother and do some other things for her. I am doing laundry and other then that nota. Doc just called and I have another apt. next Tuesday at 10 am and now I am going to get cloths (sheets) out of the laundry and get them on the bed so they don't wrinkle. go figure I would know that.

Tues. 11-23-04

Tuesday 11-23-04: Had a sucky day, then had a sucky afternoon, then had a sucky night. I swear I hate this crap. I want to do what I want when I want and just live my own life and not worry about what other people will think or what they might misunderstand. Also I am sick of missing people... Also sick of giving and giving and giving. I know just poo on it.. lol Friendships are hard to find, True friendship are harder to find and Best Friends are impossible to find. so if you have one or two or three or more consider yourself blessed and keep them for ever. IF I ever have it to do over it WILL be different. Well it is now 4:30 am and I am just blah blah blah... I am going to bed.. cya

Monday 11-22-04

Monday 11-22-04: Had lunch with the Anderson Connection and then worked in the morning even though I am on VAC. Also just trying to get through the holiday... Cleaned up downstairs, should be done in a few days.

sunday 11-21-04

Sunday 11-21-04: Well I got up and went to Indy and had the car cleaned and Waxed and then left there and drove to NewCastle and met with a friend and hung out and went to Arby's for late lunch and then left there around 3:00 and then drove on home. I am now going to watch the rest of the Colt's game and then go downstairs and start cleaning up the basement. I might have the cam on (from the kitchen) just move it down there for the day. Anyway what's up. Mom isn't feeling to bad today finally.

Sat. 11-20-04

Saturday 11-20-04: Well it is now 6:14 pm and I just got up about an hour ago. LOL I hate going out on a because that makes it really hard to get up in they day lol. Well I am just going to hang out all evening and relax. I think tomorrow I might take off and go to Indy and get my car waxed and then come back or go some where in Indy and watch the Colts game. So anyway... back to work on the computers. I might go get some dinner. I am also on VAC again next week I hope I can just take it and not get back into the work mode.

Friday 11-19-04

Friday 11-19-04: Well today was a long day. Got a lot done at the office, then came home and hung out and did video chat with Kim again, and she talked me into going out so I went out to Marks place to hear them play. Then left there and met some people out at another place and then went back to the place where Mark plays then everyone came and met me there and hung out. And now it is 3:00 am on Saturday morning so I better either do something or go to bed lol. I think I should just go to bed. By the way Kim I am going to kick your butt for making me go out lol. Anyway I see you on cam and you are sleeping very good so I think I Am going to go to bed. Cya in the morning. PAGE me when you get up.

Thurs. 1--18-04

Thursday 11-18-04: I cant remember what I did lol.. oh well next...

Wed. 11-17-04

Wednesday 11-17-04: Well I got up around 10 and couldn't move lol so I laid back down and got up again at 11:00 and went into the office. I also found out some other things with the new building and I am just thinking wow lol oh well. Anyway I worked all day and came home and did some ordering for stuff for the new area and I am debating weather or not to go back again tonight and do more. What do you think a) sleep or b) go into work and work longer. OK ill go to work. I just watched Elf and ya know. I really hate this time of year. I hate holidays and I just wish that someone could fast-forward it to Jan 2 and then go on. Well anyway if I think about it too long I will get more down so forget it. Fill my time with work and not worry about it right.. right.. Never mind.. wow.. Anyway.. Took mom to the Hospital tonight because I thought she fell again but I guess she was dizzy and almost fell and hurt her arm and hand and they found out that her Potassium is really really low and she was dizzy and maybe that is why she almost fell. Well we just got home and it is 11:00pm.

Tues. 11-16-04

Tuesday 11-16-04: OK got up today and went into the office and started working. Started off just fine. Then found out I am going to be doing the stuff that I thought was going to get down by a company that could do it a lot faster and with warranty but I guess not. So I am going to go bowling tonight I think and then go back to work and do the wiring. It will take all night plus all day tomorrow but they all of the sudden want this in now and ASAP. Other then that I have never done it before and have no clue or anything about it. But hey why not huh. I can rig just like other people can. I then left work and came home and I am now getting ready to write a quick note to Kim and then I am going to bowl. If you want to call me you can at 765-717-9819 that is my cell. OK it is 9:00pm and I am sick as a dog and just got home from bowling where I threw up 4 times lol yuck I know and now I am getting ready to go back out to work to work on the wiring for the new building. I should finish up about 4 am or so and then come come back home shower take a fast 1 hour nap or 2 and then go back into work. IF I GET UP. Mrs. Riley are you out there. Its about time to get the cookies out of the freezer and bring them inside. I think that is what you said you do at your moms. Anyway call me .. cya.. Off to work I go lol.....

Monday 11-15-04

Monday 11-15-04: Well wow today was a long long day. I got up at 9:00 and got ready and then went to my doc's and that didn't go like what I wanted but we will see. I then went to lunch and got a call about work so I went ahead and went into work. Walked in the door and sat down and had a Hugh HIT to my thoughts and to my whole everything that I never thought I would hear. It messed me up for about an hour but I then went on with the day. I thought about it all day and all evening and I am still thinking about it. It took 2 months of a lot of pain and a lot of eye looks and a lot of feeling less of a person and wow finally people might think I am not that bad. And finally it feels a little better. I lost something that was to me very important and I will never have that back but I have to try and get on and some day maybe it will work out that I can have part of it back. If not I have learned a lot and just hope that people will trust me a little more from now on. Finally I can breath a little easier around places. Came home and told my Mother about it and she said I told you people would learn would around and find out the truth that we knew.

Sunday 11-14-04

Sunday 11-14-04: Well I got up and cleaned and cleaned and cleaned. Then I took a quick shower and got busy doing work online. I also talked to Kim... WOW that is all I have to say about this girl. She is daBOMB lol. Also waiting on everyone to get here. I am also building my Niece a computer so that she will be able to get online. But she doesn't know yet. I hope she doesn't read my blog.. lol Well it is now 4:55 am and I better get to bed need to get up in a few hours.

Sat. 11-13-04

Saturday 11-13-04: Good Morning You All... lol .. Anyway got up around 8 or so and worked on computer for someone and finished it up. I am now working on my computer and the website and other things. I don't really have anything planned for today just kind of hanging out. Just got back from blockbuster and I saw Sabra and Paul out while I was there and then I came on home. I guess we are having a party for mom tomorrow after church for her birthday... I am still home just hanging out working on my computer's. I think the party will be tomorrow around 1:00 or so if you want to tune in on the Cams. Whatsup KC.

Friday 11-12-04

Friday 11-12-04: Got up around 9 am. Worked on my computer till I get a call from work and then I met someone for even thought I needed to stay here and get some stuff done. Then I stopped and got some paper and an envelope from the VP and wrote a quick letter and dropped it off then came home and now I am here working on my website and computer. Well I worked most of the day and evening. Now I am just hanging out bored. I thought I saw someone tonight when I was driving around so I flickered my lights and they didn't stop or come back or wave so I guess it wasn't. I then went into work to reset something and then came back home.

Thursday 11-11-04

Thursday 11-11-04: Just got up and it is now 7:30 I am thinking about going to Indy to have my red car cleaned. I don't want to wax it the first time in a long time myself lol. Too much work. lol. I need to stay home and work on my computers all day but I don't want to waste the day. I don't know what to do..lol Well I am going to go to Indy then.. Call my cell to say hi ok I will be bored for about 2 hours 765-717-9819. Well I think I am going to stop going to the Psychologist because its all a money thing anyway. In one way you are paying for another person to talk to you. I might as well pay for someone that will talk to me when ever I need it and not just on their schedule. Then when you really want to talk and cant do it because you don't want to go over you allotted time then reschedule 2 weeks later and forget everything you talked about before and then have to talk about the past 2 weeks and that takes the whole hour then back to nothing. Why don't they make it to where you just hang out and go some place and just spend all day or what ever you and that person talking about everything oh well guess that is why I work on computers and not people lol. Well it is almost 1:00 am and I just got off the phone with a friend in NewCastle and now I am going to crash. I will talk to you all tomorrow. I don't know what I am going to do tomorrow. Relax I guess and try to figure out what I am going to do. I don't want anymore days like this one. At all..

Wed.1-10-04

Wednesday 11-10-04: Hello again everyone.. lol I just got up and it is 12:30 pm wow.. long long sleep. And I am not any better looking.... oh well.. I tried.. Anyway today I get new tires finally on my red car and then I am having it waxed and cleaned and then I am going to take my yellow car over and put it in the garage and turn on the garage cam and take the seats out, carpet out, everything out and clean and clean that way it is ready for me to store for the winter. Well that is my plans for today who know what it will turn into. So how is everyone doing today.. SCRATCH all these plans. I am just at home and hanging out. I don't think my brother Jeff ever has a day off. He is going to KILL himself by having to work all the time. I just don't understand. I personally would be changing something. Cooper didn't get my tires in so I am waiting again another day on them. Well I just got home and it is actually Thursday morning at 2:30 am. I went to Portland Indiana to meet up with someone and we hung out at her house and talked. Then I came back to town. So I am going to crash and I will be back on in the morning. By the way I did get my tires finally lol.

Tues. 11-9-04

Tuesday 11-09-04: Woke up and got an email from the office and I went in to meet with the install guy that is installing the new T1 line for Data and then I left there and went the EndZone for my normal Tuesday lunch and then I stopped at the Video Store and got 3 movies and now I am back home working on computers and watching movies. I also have bowling tonight I cant forget about. ok back again. It is now 11:30 and i just got home from bowling a little bit ago and been kind of having out talking on the phone. I need to get to bed but I really am not that tired. I know I should be but hmmmmmm. Well I am going to work on my website a little longer and then I Am going to crash. I hope you will check back again tomorrow.. cya

Monday 11-8-04

Monday 11-08-04: Well I got up at 9 or so and then went to the doc's, they found fluid in my ears so I am on a decongestant and also nose spray *yuck. I then went to work on my VACATION and made some phone calls about our Anderson Office being with out the phone. I called them on Friday to come fix it and nothing, then today SBC gets there and they say it is on the other people so I called them back again today and they are working on it again now. Gesh if everyone or most people were devoted no matter when to work then it should of gotten fixed on Friday night or Saturday or Sunday. And then people wonder why you change Vendors. Well I Am now home working on computer stuff and working on another report for work tomorrow. I am off on vacation all week but wow.. lol anyway. I am also sick of just things the way they are. I know it is up to me to change them but when you cant get a-hold of someone you are at a loss. I guess when I went to the Cemetery yesterday it was just a little much much again for me. Well I came home and did some work for the office and worked on the website and then tried to watch some of the colts game but I feel asleep and then went to bed.

Sat. 11-6-04

Saturday 11-06-04: Well I got up today around 9am or so and then I went into work for a few min and then I went to the car wash and washed my yellow car and then stopped by AutoZone to pick up some tire shine and left then and stopped and got me a coke and then went to the Post Office to mail out Laura's package to her and I hope she likes it. You can see her website if you go to www.wavgirl.com. She Rock's, also she does website design if you need something done. Then I came back home and starting cleaning did some laundry (that reminds me I need to change it over) also cleaned my home office and window's and bedroom. Also cleaned the kitchen shelves and ran sweeper all over house. I love to clean. Anyway now I am getting ready to go back to block buster and then going to Staples real fast.

Fri. 11-5-04

Friday 11-05-04: Got up today around 7 and then went to Cooper Tire to check on car and then came back home and got other car. Then I went to work and then went to Anderson to do some work and the phone system was down so I stayed there and worked. Then I came back to Yorktown office and stopped and got some meds for my Mother and then came home. I am now working on my website and also working on stuff for work. I ended up saving about 1000,00 a month for work and I also got another Full T1 for data being put in soon. Wow I love my job. But other then that Today SUCKS I swear. I don't know how one minute I can be ok and fine and then the next with out any warning I can just be down and out. I hate this crap.. I need to go get my hair cut at a place in Castleton called True Colors but I have only been there once and ended up waiting about 2 hours or so lol how can I remember that lol. anyway give me a hoot and a holla if you want. This SUCKS..... Well I went into work and did some things and then went for a small drive and then came back home and worked on my computer stuff. It is now 2:00 am so I am going to get ready for bed. I guess we are having a big family dinner tomorrow night here at the house. So the kitchen and living room cams will be on and active as usual.

Thurs. 11-4-04

Thursday 11-04-04: Good Morning Everyone. Today is going to be a GREAT day I have the feeling. It is now 3:20 am and I just getting around now. I am on my way into work early to do some paperwork and also do some checks on machines and also work on Citrix. I hope everyone has a GREAT day and say hi and let me know what sup. also if you can do me a favor. I am going to make a page up in the next week or so that shows pictures of people that come to my site a lot and visit just so others and myself can tell more about the people. So if you would, send me in some pictures of yourself and I will post them. The more you send the more we know about ya. lol.... send them to pdconner@comcast.net "Thanks Again" OK just got home.. Very Very tired today. I got a lot done at the office, we got a new voice mail server and system coming in and also I got another full T1 for the office coming. That will make 2 Full T1's can't wait. I put in 16 hour's or so today so I Am going to go to bed. Talk to you later.

Wed. 11-3--04

Wednesday 11-03-04: Well I got up this morning around 6:20 and started working from home and then came into work. I have 3 computers to get ready then I have to go around to every computer and make sure it has a sound card if not, I need to either get one or install one with speakers. I then have to work on the Citrix Server a little. I have been getting e-mail's from a guy that is (GAY) about my bed cams and I have contacted his ISP about it and also tried to block some things and put a log on my website for his IP so that I can return that info to his ISP. If he does not stop I will post his email on my site and you guys can give him a what for. lol. Why can't people just be people and be nice and respectful of stuff and not have to be a butt about things. 8 years I have had cams and this is the first time someone has been like this. Well I off here and getting back to work. I am on VAC for next week if anyone wants to do something let me know. I will also be working on my Buick during this time also I hope. Well I just got home and started working on the computers from home and also doing some updates on my stuff here at the house. I am going to try and get to bed early tonight because I need to be at work early in the morning. But we will see how that goes lol. OK I am back... it is now 1:45 am and I am going to bed. Cya all early in the am.

Monday 11-2-04

Monday 11-01-04: Well I got up today around 8am and took my Mother to the Doc's and then took her back home and I cleaned the windows in the Front and the Kitchen as I wait to take her back to the doctors. I am working on the servers at work and here at the house. I pick up my Buick today from Coopers when it is finished and leave them the Nissan to get it ready for storage and things. I also have to clean more here at the house. I will post more later today. OK about to go to bed. I got mom back from the Doc's and picked up both cars and worked around the house. I am now just finishing up the servers at work and remotely worked on a few other offices around Indiana. It is now 11:30 pm. Nite Nite.
Tuesday 11-02-04: Busy day today. I got up and went to work and then had a Doc's appt. and that went ok. Then I went to lunch with about 15 people for a birthday lunch for a lady at work. Then I came back to the office and called the Doc's about my ear ache and being dizzy and asked for CHEAP meds that are on my insurance and what did I get. Very expensive meds. I don't understand with all the med's that are out why cant your doc look at what insurance you have and give you something that is covered for the 10 dollar range of your insurance (Generic Plan) I just don't understand it. Anyway I left work and went and voted and say that my mother hadn't been there yet so I called my brother and he took her. I then went to bowling, and did pretty well. Left there and stopped by and got meds and came home. I then worked on the computers for a long time, till about 4 am and then went to bed.

Monday 11-1-04

Monday 11-01-04: Well I got up today around 8am and took my Mother to the Doc's and then took her back home and I cleaned the windows in the Front and the Kitchen as I wait to take her back to the doctors. I am working on the servers at work and here at the house. I pick up my Buick today from Coopers when it is finished and leave them the Nissan to get it ready for storage and things. I also have to clean more here at the house. I will post more later today. OK about to go to bed. I got mom back from the Doc's and picked up both cars and worked around the house. I am now just finishing up the servers at work and remotely worked on a few other offices around Indiana. It is now 11:30 pm. Nite Nite.

Sunday 10-31-04

Sunday 10-31-04:OK just got up and it is now 7:30am. I don't know why I couldn't sleep very well but I just thinking of stupid stuff I either need to get done at the house like (floors, Basement, computer stuff, Car stuff) or was just thinking about past stuff that I miss doing or would like to do again if given the opportunity. I just put my bed sheets in to wash and I am going to turn the bed's today and then I need to go to work for a few and oh yes have McDonalds for breakfast and then I need to stop and get some floor wax and then come back home and clean and watch the Colts play today. I found some Teeter Totters the other day while I was driving around so if YOU ever want to go ride and talk let me know. You can at least say hi. OK time to get busy.. BE BACK. Well I went to the store again and got stuff for my Mother and I also got some Floor Wax and did my bed room. I am finally getting the Servers done at work and also getting my computers done. I am off tomorrow because I need to take my mother to the Doc's she will be there all day. I don't know if I will write anymore tonight since I am cleaning and just working. So if I don't. Nite Nite lol
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Sat. 10-30-04

Saturday 10-30-04:Today wow was a busy day in a way. I got up and my brother came over and helped me work on the Buick Somerset to get it ready for the winter since I can't and won't drive my yellow one during the winter. I then took it to get a new battery from Battery Masters in Muncie. Then I took it to Cooper Tire to have them fix an air leak around the valve steam on one of my tires and to also give me an oil change and to also check the transmission fluid and top it off and also to check my belts. I then ended up leaving it there so they could finish it on Monday and they brought me home. I then took the Yellow car out to be washed and then went to blockbuster and then to eat. I then went to the Grocery again, and also got A LOT of candy for the little TRICKERS and TREATERS and then I came home and cleaned the garage up. My brother ended up buying the Black Buick so that cleared up another place to put my yellow car for this winter and now I will drive the other Buick this winter. I then came inside and cleaned up and did some house work and worked on my server. I have been in such a mood to clean I really am running out of places to clean lol. I am going to do the downstairs in the next week or so and then who knows. lol. Well the little ones came by tonight and they were soo freaking awesome dressed up, yelling trick or treat and half of them couldn't even say it lol. Good Time... Well it is now 12:30 am and I better get to bed so I can get up early and clean some more. I think I might wax my yellow car or go shopping or something. WAIT I know , I'll go to work and then come work on my computers at the house. lol. I hope everyone has a GREAT weekend. How are you doing KR... email me if you want. I am going to bed.. NITE NITE

Thurs. 10-28-04

Thursday 10-28-04:Ok just got home from work again and it is now 11:55 pm. Almost Midnight lol I better get to bed before midnight or might change into a nice guy lol. Anyway today was a pretty great day at work. Got a lot done after fixing one computer that took me all morning. Then ate McDonalds for lunch in the break room with a few people and then worked on some other stuff until about 4:30 and then I left and came home and did some cleaning and laundry and then I went back to work and worked till well now. I was working on my computer a little bit and found some pictures of people that I thought I had deleted but still had them and just kind of remembering things like stopping in the middle of the highway or over a bridge or just doing stupid stuff lol.. ya know fun stuff.. lol Anyway talk to you all tomorrow. Well it is now 2:00 am and I am still cleaning and working on my computer. I also am watching a movie. I think that 6 am will come early lol.

Wed 10-27-04

Wednesday 10-27-04:Well today was another good day. Very busy at work with new computer's coming in and also getting ready to do a big update on the Voice Mail System. Came home and worked on computers and that is pretty much it for today.. lol know boring day but hey someone has to do it. WOW I am tired.. lol I guess I will go to bed. Talk to you tomorrow. If you don't like the new setup for my blog please let me know and I'll change it. I mean the archive months and things.

Tues 10-26-04

Tuesday 10-26-04:Hello again. I am just now getting to update this. I went to work today and had a GREAT day. I am still not feeling the best but the Antibiotics is helping with my ear infection. I am just getting a little dizzy every once in a while but other then that it is ok. I went into work this morning around 7:30 am after that long 3 hours of sleep lol and worked till about 4:45 and then I stopped at Blockbusters on the way home and then got home and changed. I then went bowling and did pretty good and was asked to join another league on Wednesday nights but I thought right now that was a little to much so I said no. I then came home and watched a movie and ate and then worked on my computers for work stuff and now it is 12:30 am so I better go to bed so I at least get 5 hours tonight. Talk to you all tomorrow.

Monday 10-25-04

Monday 10-25-04:OK today was a pretty good day. I took my Mother to the Doc's in the morning and then I went into work around 10:30 am. I then left work around 5 and came home and hung out for a few and thought hmmmmmm I am going to go buy a new Neon Phone for my bedroom so I did and then I came home and hooked it up and then came into my office at home and thought wow I need to clean more so I tore into my office and started cleaning and moving things around and everything till about 4am. I am now going to go to bed. Cya

Saturday 10-23-04

Saturday 10-23-04:OK got up today and I am feeling a little better but not 100% yet. It has felt so good to just relax and not do much. Today one of my Servers here at the house blew up and I lost everything that was on it so I am trying to repair it as I can that is why all the webcams and lights and everything are down today. I will try and have them up as soon as I can. I just finished watching a movie that I thought was going to be a funny great movie and don't get me wrong it was good just cried a lot. I know I shouldn't cry but hey what do you do lol. The movie was Jersey Girl. I had some more crappy dreams last night although I only got about 4 hours of sleep. You ever know that you did something that you shouldn't of done and you don't really know how to get back in the swing of things. Well that is kind of where I am right now. I only hope that the one that I hurt will forgive me and sometime talk to me again. I am doing 110% better with everything and I know that it will continue. Well I want to thank everyone for reading my thoughts and I hope that you continue to come back and sign my guestbook and things. I am adding another cam also in the Kitchen. Talk to you in a few.

Wed. 10-20-04

Wednesday 10-20-04:Today was hard. I got up and really really felt bad so I slept in till about 9:15 am or so. I then got up and went into work anyway. I did some things that needed done and then tried eating lunch to see if I felt better and it didn't work. Came back to the office and started to do some things before leaving early and then it hit me like a lead balloon and I felt like crap so I left and came home and crashed. I got up around 8pm and ate and now I am checking the servers and things at work before going back to bed. I wanted to thank Christie for being a great help today and checking on me. "Thanks". Also to Terry that called me and checked on me. "Thanks".

Monday 10-18-04

Monday 10-18-04:Well hello all. I am now just getting to update this it is now 11:00 pm and I am about to crash. I had a good day, I had to go to the Doc's where he gave me some pills to take to help with leg pain and it was 119.00 and I said ummmmm no. Then I got another order for some more pills that are 190.00 or so and I said ummm no again. I am not paying that much, that is dumb. I have insurance but wow that is crazy. I came home and worked on my computers and now I am finally getting ready to crash. So I will write more tomorrow. Talk to you guys soon.

Sunday 10-17-04

Sunday 10-17-04:Good morning everyone.. Or I should say good day. I just got up its around 1:45 and I am working on my computers. I am getting ready to go eat and then go to the office for a few and then I will be back to work on my other computers. I slept pretty well last night with no dreams that I can remember lol. My friend Terry said that I should just start an email club of girls that just send me pictures of them dressed up in heels and looking nice to see who all is reading this. What do you guys think. How about everyone that does read this (not family) why do you send me a picture so I can put a face or body or heels lol with your emails. Send them to my email pdconner@comcast.net that would be great. Well I am off to work and to eat. Be back later on. I should tell every one to go to my donation place on my care page and donate 1.00 or so wow that would be good lol.. Anyway you all have a great day. I think and hope that things are starting to finally look up and I am in a pretty great mood :) cya... Well I feel GREAT now.. I just got off the phone with someone that pages me and calls me and I told her to step up to the bat because she is married. I told her something and she said well you aren't very romantic and I said well how romantic is is to go to dinner and go to movies and road trip's knowing you are married. I don't care how unhappy you are or how long you have been out of love you need to not call me or talk to me till you have everything straighten out. Man I feel good lol hehe.. Its always the guy that is in the wrong and no one ever EVER believes that it can be the girl well now you know...Now people can get off my back and everyone can just be nice.. So whatsup everyone.. I have only received 20 or so pictures so far.. Come on get them coming.. Well long day.. I am still working on my computers and it is now 11:00 pm. I am very tired but need to get some things done. Can't do this I have to go to bed. I am beat lol... Talk to you tomorrow.

Saturday 10-16-04

Saturday 10-16-04:Hello everyone. Today is a cold cold day lol. I woke up around 10 with a headache and freezing lol. I am going into the office again today to work since there really isn't anything to do and I am going to leave the window's open in my room and I hope it will air out enough to be able to close them tonight. I am at the office now working still. I had dreams again last night about someone coming over and just saying hi and it was cool because we started over. I am now just working and hanging out at the office.Well it is now 3:30 am and I am still up. I can't sleep so I thought I would work on my computers. Does anyone out there stock up on their favorite cookies and put them in the freezer so they have some in the winter. If you do can you email me and tell me what they are.

Friday 10-15-04

Friday 10-15-04:Well I just got home from work. I went to doc's today and then I went to Anderson Office to meet for lunch and to fix 2 laptops. I got that all finished and then went to the Yorktown Office to fix another laptop and that was already done. So I left and went shopping for new blinds for bedroom and got those and installed them. Now I am finally checking my emails and getting on the net. I also found out my name was in the Muncie Paper on Thursday for bowling a high game of the week and high Series.I am now getting ready to go into work again (Since I usually have to go in on my days off) and work on some laptops in the Yorktown Office. Me and the Anderson Connection went to Garfield's in the Anderson Mall and we had a great time. Those girls are Awesome. I also finally talked to my friend in Florida (Ross) at www.suncam.tv and we talked for a few and he is doing great also. I also started the day off right by Shaving my eyebrows off again. :) Well I am getting ready to go into the office. If you need me just call me 765-717-9819 (Cell) and I will talk to you soon. Well I came home and watched a movie and then went to bed. I slept with the Windows Open to let the room still air out from painting it and can I just say WOW it was cold.. WOW...

Thursday 10-14-04

Thursday 10-14-04:Well I just got up and had a dream that I didn't finish something at work and so I am going to go into work and see if I did get it done. I am back now and I did do the update yesterday so I didn't need to go in but I feel better now knowing that it is done. I stopped by and had breakfast at McDonalds and now I am getting ready to paint and clean. I hope you all say hi and sign my guestbook no matter who you are. Well I finished my room finally and now I am going to go to bed. Cya

Wed. 10-13-04

Wednesday 10-13-04:Well today was a great day and it was very busy.. I went to work and worked all day and then I left work and went shopping for new curtains for my bed room and also got paint and new pillows. I am off Thursday and Friday so I am going to spend it doing something other then computer work. I am going to paint. Well I am going to bed it's now 1:00 am.

Tuesday 10-12-04

Tuesday 10-12-04:OK another day starting off. It is now 6:15 and I am getting ready to go to work but I need get some some things done on the server at work remotely. OK I am heading into work. Wow what a great day and busy day at the office. I had all the laptop's in from all the CM's ( about 20 of them ) and needed to update them and also fix and repair 2 of the laptops and give out 2 new ones. I then went to lunch with the Anderson Connection and a few others and had a great time and the EndZone (every Tuesday) I then came back to work and worked some more on the laptop's and left work around 5:00 or so. I came home and took a fast shower and went to Bowling where I bowled a 233 - 248 - 196 or so I think. then I came home and watched a movie called Raising Helen and wow she can were some great heels in this movie. I then got really down for some reason and ended up going to bed. It is now 12:00 am and I cant sleep so I got up and wrote this out for the day and I am going to try and go back to bed. There are a few people at work that just seem to think that I am a bad guy and that I am what ever. And that hurts because I can change and I am sorry that I am not perfect like they are. They need to worry about their own selves before talking about others or GUESSING about things. With that said I am in a better mood now and I think I am going to crash or try to. Ouch my hand is bleeding. Cya

Monday 10-11-04

Monday 10-11-04:Good Morning everyone. Well I just got up and took a shower and heading out the door to go to the office to get some stuff done. It is now 5:15 am. I got up finally out of bed around 4:45am but woke up around 4:00 am. I am now in the office and just thought that I should update this from here today. I don't know when I will be home. Today IS GOING to be a GREAT day. I can already feel it lol. Don't forget to sign the guest book and let me know you were here. I need to go to the Anderson Office sometime today to work on the main computer and other then that I should be in the Yorktown Office most of the day. OK came home and hung out and had company and then I crashed at or around 11:00

SUNDAY 10-10-04

Sunday 10-10-04:Well I got up today late (around 11:00) and I went out and took all the A/C's out of the windows. I then came in and talked to Dana a while online and then I worked on some of my emails I got during the night. Ya know if you don't like my site, you don't have to come to it. I don't say anything about your site if you even have one. I am now watching the Colts play. Today is going to be a GREAT day. Yup it wasn't to bad at all today. I got a lot I mean A LOT done at the house and moved some stuff around and also finished another computer. Went to bed around 12:00 midnight.

SATURDAY 10-9-04

Saturday 10-09-04:OK got up today at 9:30 or so and MAN I had dreams last night that I never want to have again. I won't get into detail because I know you don't want to hear about them but I am soooo down right now from them. I am going to work on my computer today and also get my hair cut and I am supposed to go to a big thing downtown tonight (Muddy Blues Festival) but I don't know if I am going to go because I don't do real well with crowds. Well I am back now and I had my hair cut and also got things loaded on my computer. I am starting to build another one tonight. I just got home from driving around and I went downtown and just drove by and it was packed so I didn't stop. I came back home and worked on computer. I also stopped by work. I am now watching Housewives or something like that on ABC and wow some of these ladies have GREAT heels lol. I know on and on about women in heels.

Friday 10-8-04

Friday 10-08-04:Sorry, but I didn't have time to put anything in today because I have been soon busy with work and other things that are going on. I also am building a new computer for my house. So my system was down to be able to update this. So I am doing it now.

Wednesday 10-6-04

Wednesday 10-06-04:OK got up today around 10:20 or so am. I couldn't believe it. I slept pretty well. I had a few messed up dreams but nothing really bad. I then got bored so I went into work on my vacation day and worked till around 5:00 or so. I then came home and changed cloths and went to Anderson to meet my Anderson Connection's and went into the movie theater to see the new Fire Ladder 47 or what ever it is. We then were joined by the +1 that went to lunch with us a while back. We then left there and I came home and put in another movie and now I am getting ready to crash in a few. Long day at the office tomorrow. By the way.

Monday 10-4-04

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Monday 10-04-04:
Hello and good morning. I just got up and it is now 8:00 am or so. I am going to hang out and go to McDonalds for breakfast today and tomorrow I think and just relax and enjoy some time off. I also will be working from home a lot if you need to get a hold of me call me 765-717-9819 my numbers don't change. Talk to you soon. OK just finished eating dinner. I cooked Chili-O and I am now going to relax and watch TV and work on my computers all night. Tonight is channel 13 (NBC) night. I cleaned the house today and cleaned out the cold air ducts and relaxed. I talked to Terry on the phone from work and also talked to Diane at my one Doc's office. They love me there. Tomorrow is another Doc's appt at 11:00 am. If I don't forget. Today was and is a pretty good day so far. I went for a short drive and saw a woman down town walking that had a killer pair of heels on with the ankle straps and wow that is all I can say lol. If you wear those kinds of heels and you are reading this email me and say hi lol that is only fair lol...

Friday 10-1-04

October 2004 Blog


Friday 10-01-04:
Well today is a good day. I have an appt. to go to and then I am going to hang out and chill. I will be going into work tonight I think and I will also be working this weekend. BUT I am on VAC next week. I don't know if I am going to do anything but I am sure going to sit back and relax and just veg. Well I have to get back to work so I will talk to you in a few. OK family is all over at my house. I ate with them and then came into my computer room and I am working on my website. I renamed all my pages to say my blog instead of my thoughts. I also picked up another 3 movies and will take them back tonight and get 3 more. I also had lunch today with the Anderson Connection and we again had a blast. Every time we do something it is great. I still miss Olive Garden. Well it is now 1:00 am and I am going to go ahead and go to bed. I hope that you have a great weekend. PS -- hi Riley -- hand on shoulder.

Friday 10-29-04

Friday 10-29-04:Today was a GREAT day. I got up went to an Appt. then went to lunch with the Anderson Connection plus 2 and then came back and went to another Appt. and then came home and watched some movies. I am now working on the Servers at work and also doing some website work. I have a word document that I started doing a few months ago called my life and now I cant remember what the stupid password was to open it. lol it is locked. And I only told one other the password and I am not talking to her. lol Now what lol........ If you can email it to me I would appreciate it. anyway..... What is happening.

Wednesday 9-29-04

Wednesday 9-29-04:
Hello, Well today was another great day. The days are starting to finally get back to normal. I had lunch with my Anderson connection + 1 again and again it was a great time. I then fixed another laptop and then went back to the office in Yorktown. I stopped by the Video Store on my way home and picked up another 3 movies tonight. I reloaded my main computer at the house and working on the others. I have to get to bed early tonight (12:00) because I have to go to Indy tomorrow for a meeting with the VP of Operations. Well I hope you had a great day. Hey call me if you want and say hi.

Sunday 9-26-04

Sunday 9-26-04:
Well I got up today around 9:15 or so and went to work and then went to a computer store and looked around and then went to lunch and stopped by & got some more movies and then came home. I am now just hanging out watching TV and getting ready to go back to the office in a few after I watch the Colts game. I also have not gotten another call from the one I met yesterday. Oh well I tried. I just got a call and it was NICE... anyway.. I Am going to go to bed. Just finished working from home on the Servers, and it is now 2:00 am
and to say hi to Terry and David. So far today is a good day. I am over yesterday and things seem to be better today. I know that I have tried all I can do and I am tired of trying ya know. So I guess I will head out here and I will leave more later. Well I worked on my car till about 9:00 pm and then went out driving around and stopped at Blockbuster and got 3 movies and came home. Went to bed at 4:00 am Goodnight

Saturday 9-25-04

Saturday 9-25-04:
I just got up, its about 8:20am and I am going to finish the movie I have and then take them back and get more. I am also going to go into the office and work for a few. By the way, THANKS to the people that have wrote me to say that they do read this. I just like to know who all is around even if we don't talk I just like to know. I got an email from a person in Italy that was reading this and it was pretty cool. We don't talk on the phone at all but at least I know. So once again if you could take time to just let me know it would be a good thing. If your out there (Shoulder) let me know. What are the name of those bushes again that go by your front door that have a funny name and you can cut them into funny Shapes. (hmmmmmmmmm) let me know and say hi. Just got back, I ran down and got my mom and I breakfast at McDonalds and it is a GREAT GREAT day out. I was thinking about taking a drive up to the big James Dean Car Show and taking my car to it. I think I might.. Call my cell if you need me. 765-717-9819. Well I ended up not going. I went to eat and went to work and I have to go back to work later but I came home and was on the internet and started talking to someone new and she called me and we talked for about a hour and she is going to call me back. Very down to earth and very nice and is real and I really like that. I cant wait to talk to her again later today. Riley :) can you say hi. Tomorrow is family day so I probably wont hear from you then. :( well say hi if you want. I just got home from work and it is now 10:00 pm or so. I am going to watch a movie and relax.

Friday 9-24-06

Friday 9-24-04:
Well Hi...Well last night was a hard night but I am a little better now.. I just got home from places I had to go, And I met up with my Anderson Connection for lunch again and now I am getting ready to go to work here in a few and I will probably be at work most of the night. IF you want to get a hold of me you can always call my cell 765-717-9819 if you need to. I stopped and got some more movies also while I was out. I pulled over on 32 out by 69 up on a overpass where I stopped at before and just remembered things and that cheered me up a lot. I used to just pull over at random places and laugh and talk and I was just remembering. Anyway... How is everyone else doing today. You can always email me and tell me lol. I went to work tonight and worked till about 10 or so and then came home and watched some movies now I am going to bed its 2am.

Thursday 9-23-04

Thursday 9-23-04:
Got up and got ready, Went on a run. Went to lunch with my brother and got some other stuff done. Did some work from the house, Went to the video store and then came home and got dinner and watched a movie (Something's gotta Give) and it was great. But it makes you think and I hate movies that do that. Kind of a down evening now, thinking about what I was told yesterday by someone I saw. Anyway...So if you are reading this can you email me and let me know just so I know who is reading. I would like to know that you at least are interested in what is going on if you are are not. back to work. I am going to work on some work stuff for a while. The time is now 9:15 pm. So I will be back in a few.. Ya know what.. I was just thinking about stuff and it sucks... so I am going to go to bed.. its 10:00. cya.........

Friday 10-22-04

Friday 10-22-04:OK I am writing this on Saturday because I forgot to do it yesterday and I wasn't feeling good. I spent a lot of the day in bed and had a few places to go. Sorry about that.. I will try to do better next day.

Thursday 10-21-04

Thursday 10-21-04:OK got up today at 10:00 or so and felt like CRAP I hate having an ear infection. Anyway I am doing better then yesterday I think. I am also working on work stuff from home since I cant hear much and also getting some stuff done on the phone for my Mother. Thanks Stacey for calling and checking on me. I am in a great mood just not feeling well.

Tuesday 9-21-04

Tuesday 9-21-04:
Well today was a good day. I have been very busy at work and doing stuff like that. I also have some things going on at the house. Tonight is Bowling night and I will let you know how I do. Well I just got home from work and I am getting ready to go bowling. OK I am back now.. Well tonight was pretty nice I bowled pretty well and my brother Jeff came over and watched me bowl for a few and it was pretty cool. Then I saw someone bowling down the way and I didn't really freak out but it got me thinking and I kept watching and even walked down to see if it was and it wasn't so I then just kept looking because I hoped that it was or that I could of met her. I really can't believe how close it was to her looks lol I even noticed how she did her sleeves and I was just like WOW lol... anyway.. Talk to you tomorrow. I am going to bed.
then that not much is going on. Welp talk to you later. I am going to work some and then crash about 1:00 am or so. Cya

Monday 9-20-04

Monday 9-20-04:
I know that I haven't said much today but I have been really busy at work with new projects going on. I basically went to work and came home and worked again from home and then did some stuff around the house and crashed.

Tues. 10-19-04

Tuesday 10-19-04:Today was a very very busy day. I had a lot of work to do at work and then I went to the Doc's and she was cool. Then I left and went to Lunch (late) and then I went back to the office and got a lot of things done and then I went to league Bowling where I did ok not great but over 200. each game and then I came home and talked to a few people online and kind of just hung out. Other then that I am TIRED. I don't feel really good because I have an ear and throat infection and it is making me dizzy and just not feeling well at all. I am on MEDS for t but I got on them later then I should of so I guess it will take some time to work. I should stay home from work a few days and just get over it and rest but I have a lot to do and don't really like missing work.

Sunday 9-19-04

Sunday 9-19-04:
Good morning.. It is now about 9:00 am and I just got up. I am going to get cleaned up and go get more movies and also go to the office and work for a while. I have a long week ahead of me. Well just got home and listened to the Colts Win and then I watched a movie (Chasing Liberty) kind of sad but nice. Now I am working on my website and also just hanging out. I didn't go for a drive today just wasn't in the mood. Anyway ------- Back to work. OK been to Blockbuster 3 times today. LOL anyway it is now 11:50 pm and I am about to crash in an hour or two so I will leave more tomorrow. Today was an ok day just a little blah. Didn't eat today at all, not very hungry. Wish you would at least say hi and let me know you are reading this ya know.. (Hint Hint)

Saturday 9-18-04

Saturday 9-18-04:
Well I just got up and its now 9:45 am. I am getting some paperwork (Work) stuff done and then I am going to pick up Terry and I think we are going to Goodies to look at cloths and things. Then we will go eat some where I bet. Talk to you soon. Went to Newcastle with Terry and went to Goodies and had a great time. Went to lunch at McDonalds in Newcastle and then came back to Muncie. Dropped her off and then went to get more movies at Blockbusters and then came home. It was a great day just to take off and drive around and listen to the radio and roll down the windows and open the sun roof and just relax and drive. I think I will do the same tomorrow by going to Indy after I finish at the office. Anyone want to ride along.. Call me. 765-717-9819. Watched The Apprentice tonight and wow the one girl had on my favorite high heels (black with a strap around the ankle) wow... I mean my favorite to look at on a girl not to wear myself lol... come on now.. lol Well I am going back to blockbuster to get more movies. OK got back and watched movies now I am going back at 11:20 pm to get more Movies. Going to bed.. its now 4:00 am.

Friday 9-17-04

Friday 9-17-04:
Just got back from the first appt. Now I am getting ready to go to Anderson to have lunch with the wonderful Anderson Women. And then I have to work on some laptop's in the Anderson office and show Nan some stuff. Then I will leave there and stop by the Yorktown Office to see if they need anything before the weekend and to say hi to Terry and David. So far today is a good day. I am over yesterday and things seem to be better today. I know that I have tried all I can do and I am tired of trying ya know. So I guess I will head out here and I will leave more later. Well I worked on my car till about 9:00 pm and then went out driving around and stopped at Blockbuster and got 3 movies and came home. Went to bed at 4:00 am Goodnight

Thursday 9-16-04

Thursday 9-16-04:
Well I got up today and went to docs to pick up paper work. Left there went to brothers. Left there and went and played a few games of pool and then took him home. Was on my way to another apt and got a call from the office so I cancelled my apt. and went into work. I stayed there till about 6:00 pm. Wow what a day. You wouldn't believe it if I did tell you. Oh by the way, David at work wanted me to make sure to tell everyone that he is a GREAT guy and is a 100% STUD... so I am. anyway.. people can be so cold and mean and they don't even care as long as they get something out of it I guess. Funny that way. I honestly thought today would have been different and more easier but I was wrong. Anyway, I am home now working on things on my website and cleaning up the house. FAKE FAKE FAKE FAKE.. Well it is 10:00 and I am beat. I am going to try and go to bed and get some sleep. Say hi if you want it won't hurt to be a friend... 765-717-9819 Even if no one knows. Talking can do a lot. Goodnight...

Wednesday 9-15-04

Wednesday 9-15-04:
OK got up around 6:00 am or so. Went into work and worked on a lot of stuff today.. Went to lunch with Mark and Sharon and had a great time. Came back and worked till around 8:00 pm or so. Came home and did some laundry , ate and now watching TV and working on my website and also Server at work. I wont be going into work tomorrow because of Doc's appt. I am kind of nervous about it. Well a lot nervous. Anyway.... They are having a going away party for someone at work tomorrow and I wont be able to be there for that and I feel bad about that. I didn't get to go to Indy tonight with Terry so we are going to go some other time. Well I Am DOG TIRED.... I am going to bed.. its now about 10:05 pm. Good Night and by the way... You know the number....

Tuesday 9-14-04

Tuesday 9-14-04:
Well today was long and is still long. I got up at 6 and I went to work and wow it was long. Got a lot done and went to lunch again with the AWESOME Anderson Women. Then worked some more. Came home and laid down for about an hour and then went to bowling. Left the league and came home and now I am working on the Servers at work remotely. Should only take about 4 hours or so. While I was at the bowling alley I realized that I should try and find someone to hang out with (Female) because it would be nice to have someone come with me and hang out with me while I bowl. Oh well back to work. Should be in bed tonight by 3am or so.
you want it won't hurt to be a friend... 765-717-9819 Even if no one knows. Talking can do a lot. Goodnight...

Monday 9-13-04

Monday 9-13-04:
Went to bed around 11:30pm last night, and woke up at 1:30am then again at 2:45 am then again at 4:00 am then again around 5:30 am and stayed up. I don't know what is going on. Well I do but....... I am getting ready to go into work. This is going to be another long week I am afraid. Today was a pretty good day. I went to work got a lot of things done and had lunch with Terry and David. Came home and fell asleep till about 8:00 pm. Went to the store and came home made Chili-O then ate and now I am updating this and then going to bed. Tomorrow is a long day. Well I am going to lay down it is now 11:00 pm or so. Talked to Ross and Heather in Florida and they are doing well. Well I couldn't sleep so I got back up and worked on the Server at work till about 3 am and then went back to bed.

Sunday 9-12-04

Sunday 9-12-04:
Fell asleep finally at 2:00 am and got up at 7:00 am or so and just laid there till about 9:00 am and then got up. Went into work after having breakfast and worked till about 8:00 pm or so. I then stopped and talked to a buddy of mine Brian (with the white blazer) and then I went to another girls house and talked to her for about an hour and then I came home. Man oh Man do I need a shoulder. Just thinking about all my trips to Olive Garden and I miss that.. Well going to bed again.. Hi if you are reading this. Call me..........

Saturday 9-11-04

Saturday 9-11-04:
Well didn't sleep to well last night. Went to bed about 3:00 am and got up at 9:00 am. Still having a lot on my mind I went to my brothers again and WAXED my car all day and cleaned it up and just hung out. Then we ate lunch together and I went for a ride around 8:00 pm and then came back over to his house and helped wax his Jeep and then I came home. I talked to Megan a couple of times on the phone and then went to bed.

Friday 9-10-04

Friday 9-10-04:
Wow today was a long day. First doc's then to Anderson to fix some computer's and have lunch with 2 great girls (Christie & Stacy) and then back to pick up med's then went to work in Yorktown to get my mind off stuff and stayed there for about 3 hours or so till around 6:00. Then I went home and was supposed to go to Indy with Terry but she got sick and we didn't go. So I went over to my brothers and hung out all evening working on his computer. Then came home and hung out and went to bed. With a lot of stuff on my mind.

Thursday 9-9-04

Thursday 9-9-04:
Got up and went to work. Had a pretty good morning and then went to doc's and that put a damper on things but what do you do. Went back to work and got upset in the break room and felt bad. Then had a lot of work to do so I ordered myself flowers (lol) and it helped a little. Worked till about 7:30 or so then came home and worked on some more work stuff. Going to Indy I guess tomorrow night with Terry from work so that should be fun. IF YOU..... are reading this say hi ok.. Going to bed probably around 10 or 11 tonight. Long day again tomorrow.

Wednesday 9-8-04

Wednesday 9-8-04:
Got up and went into work. Very tired today and wore out I guess from bowling for the first time in a long time. Had a long day at work got off around 7:30ish or so tonight. tomorrow is going to be another long day. I have a doc's appt. also. But had a really good day at the office, seemed like people were in a great mood and it was really nice day. Came home and ate a little Chili-O ... Need to get to bed early tonight because I am tired and I have a long day tomorrow. I guess me and a co-worker Terry are going to Indy on Friday night to do some SERIOUS SHOPPING... She can shop with the best of em. Plus she is one of the funniest and coolest ladies you would ever meet. We laugh all the time. And I could really use that right about now. Anyway I don't want to get to sappy and down so I will give you a break and not keep you guys getting bored. Anyway put your hand and someone's shoulder and say hi or thanks and it will cheer them up. Cya all going to bed.. 10:00 pm

Tuesday 9-7-04

Tuesday 9-7-04:
Gesh I got up and went to work and had a great day till I got back from the doc's and then started forgetting to do everything that was simple.. lol They probably think I am a wacko today.. lol.. Well it is now 4:30 and getting ready to go to my new bowling league and I am nervous about that one. But we will see... Just got home from bowling, I have been bowling in about 2 years and I bowled a 198 - 208 - 229... Had a pretty good time. Saw a friend of mine I haven't seen in a long time she was really nice :)... Anyway I guess I owe the person that said get out and do something. Getting ready to crash, it is now 10:15pm. Long work day tomorrow.

Monday 9-6-04

Monday 9-6-04:
Got up today around 9:00 am. Did laundry and cleaned up house. Working on another laptop and also made some phone calls and no place is open... Slept pretty well last night no dreams. I need to go into the office sometime today. Went into work for a while and the went out to eat and watched a movie in my car sitting in the parking lot eating lol. Now I am back home working on website and laptops. Well I just joined a bowling league and I am pretty excited about it. Doc's appt. again tomorrow. Getting ready to go to bed 11:00 pm. Long day tomorrow. Doc's - Working - Bowling.
now. Anyway I don't want to get to sappy and down so I will give you a break and not keep you guys getting bored. Anyway put your hand and someone's shoulder and say hi or thanks and it will cheer them up. Cya all going to bed.. 10:00 pm

Sunday 9-5-04

Sunday 9-5-04:
Got up today around 10:00 am or so. Talked to my buddy in Florida and he is doing good. I am just hanging out today working on Website and work stuff. Went to work. Worked most of the afternoon, just got home going to work on more computer stuff. ok now I am going to bed... 1:00 am.

Saturday 9-4-04:
Just got up (11:25am) and I think I am going to treat myself to dinner some where and a movie. There is a few movies I have been wanting to see and just cant find someone to take the time and go. This is just another day. I haven't talked to Ross in Florida yet today to see how they are doing. Just got back from the Movies, I went and saw Paparazzi and I must say it was pretty good. I had a great time by myself lol. Anyway I am home now to work on my website and hang out and do pretty much nothing. Just got back from the office where I worked for a few and now I am back home working on Website and just hanging out. I wont bore you anymore tonight and I will get back on here tomorrow. Had another great evening lol.. Going to bed... 1:00 am

Sunday 10-3-04

Sunday 10-03-04:
Well got up today around 9:00 am and I don't think I have slept that good in I don't know how long. I woke up in the same position I went to sleep lol. anyway I just got back from work and also went to the video store and stopped and got breakfast. Today I am just going to chill out and watch the Colts game and clean. I am off for the next 3 days so I don't know what I am going to do. Well I am going to bed. its 9:00pm.

Friday 9-3-04

Had a messed up dream again last night...OK another doc's appt and then came back home and worked from home on stuff for the office. Drove back over to my brothers and basically hung out and waxed my car AGAIN then ate dinner with them and came home around 8pm. Then hung out here at the house and worked on stuff for work and watched some TV. Then thought about starting this page of my thoughts.. Going to bed now I guess to see how I sleep. 11:09pm

Saturday 10-2-04

Saturday 10-02-04:
Well got up today around 9 am and I slept really well last night. I really don't know why but it was really nice. I then went into work after cleaning up the house. I called Megan and she is on her way over to eat and then watch movies and hang out with me. Today seems like a great day so far. Be back later. Well Megan and I just got back from Anderson where we ate at Grindstone Charlie's and then we went to Indy where we went to Target Super Store where I bought new sheets for my bed. I got 300 Thread Count Egyptian 100% Cotton ( Sheets, Fitted, a blanket, and Pillow Cases (4)) Wow I should sleep great tonight. Then Megan and I went to a computer store and I looked around and then we came back and I am working on the computer and she is watching movies. Well it is 12:00 and I am going to bed. Megan just left.

9-2-04

Thursday 9-2-04:
Today was an ok day... I had a doc's appt. and that went ok. I went over to my brothers and hung out and cleaned my car and waxed it and took the tires off and cleaned the springs and brakes calipers and inside the rims then did the inside and the engine. I did a lot of thinking before bed and finally crashed around 3 am.
was pretty good. I had a great time by myself lol. Anyway I am home now to work on my website and hang out and do pretty much nothing. Just got back from the office where I worked for a few and now I am back home working on Website and just hanging out. I wont bore you anymore tonight and I will get back on here tomorrow. Had another great evening lol.. Going to bed... 1:00 am

Thursday 9- 30-04

Thursday 9-30-04:
Today is going to be a long day. I am going to Indianapolis with the VP of Operations for a meeting. Well I just got back from Indy and went into work for a while and then stopped by the Video Store and came on home. I am just reloading my main computer and then I will be going to bed. I had a great time in Indy today. Well I am going to bed now. It is a little before 1:00 am.

Tuesday 9-28-04

Tuesday 9-28-04:
Well today was another good day no great day. I had a good day at the office no great day at the office then went to lunch with 4 GREAT ladies & then I left work around 4:30 and then stopped by the Doc's to visit with the GREAT Ladies at the office Doc's and to bless them with seeing me. lol... Then I went to the video store (well before the doc's) and picked up 3 movies. I then went to bowling where I sucked kind of. Then came home and working on computer. Other then that not much is going on. Welp talk to you later. I am going to work some and then crash about 1:00 am or so. Cya

Monday 9-27-04

Monday 9-27-04:
Well today was a very busy day. I went to work and had a great morning but it was very busy. I also went to lunch with the new girl (lol) at work and we had a great time. I got off work at 8:00 and then came home and I am now working again on my computers. I will be going to bed tonight sometime around 1am or so. Today was an over all good day. I think my mother is finally feeling a little better and she is going out of town (if she is ok) next week and it will be nice to just take a couple of days off work and just chill and not do anything just talk and relax and possibly have company and just veg. I want to thank some of you for being nice and sending me an email or letting me know that you read this. If everyone did that I wouldn't have to worry about it. lol. Oh I stopped tonight and got 3 more movies on my way home. Welp... guess what.. Time for Patrick (ME) to go to bed I think. I am tired.

Wednesday 9-22-04

Wednesday 9-22-04:
Went to work today and did some stuff there, then went to lunch with David and we had a pretty good time talking. I then came back and then had to go to the Doc's and that was ok I guess. Just got me thinking of stuff. Then left there and drove for a min to clear my head before heading back to the office. Got back to the office and worked till around 4 pm then headed to Anderson to work on a Laptop and did all I could do for it. Then went out to Dinner with my Anderson Connection (Christie & Stacey) and had a great time at dinner but the Food STUNK Gesh never go there lol.. (Grindstone Charlie's) in Anderson. Then we left there and drove for a few and went to McDonalds for an outside Picnic lol eating Ice-Cream. We then went to the Mall to see a GREAT Movie (Cellular) and then we split way's and I drove home. Oh I stopped by the Video Store and got more movies. Thanks girls for a great night. I am going to work on the Servers a little from home and then go to bed. Went to bed at 1:00 am or so

Wed. 1-12-05

Wednesday 01-12-05: I got up slowly this morning and worked on some things for work and then I went to Anderson to meet up with Christie and Stacey for Lunch.. We went to Pizza King and had a great time as always. I then brought them back to work and worked on some emails and things till the power started going in and out and I then left and came home. I worked on laundry all day and then went to the Grocery to stock up again on food that I lost during the outage. Got home around 9 pm or so from there and then I worked on more stuff for work and then I just couldn't get some things out of my head so I sat around and worked on more stuff on the computers. I then finally went to bed around 5am or so. I think.