Thursday 11-11-04: Just got up and it is now 7:30 I am thinking about going to Indy to have my red car cleaned. I don't want to wax it the first time in a long time myself lol. Too much work. lol. I need to stay home and work on my computers all day but I don't want to waste the day. I don't know what to do..lol Well I am going to go to Indy then.. Call my cell to say hi ok I will be bored for about 2 hours 765-717-9819. Well I think I am going to stop going to the Psychologist because its all a money thing anyway. In one way you are paying for another person to talk to you. I might as well pay for someone that will talk to me when ever I need it and not just on their schedule. Then when you really want to talk and cant do it because you don't want to go over you allotted time then reschedule 2 weeks later and forget everything you talked about before and then have to talk about the past 2 weeks and that takes the whole hour then back to nothing. Why don't they make it to where you just hang out and go some place and just spend all day or what ever you and that person talking about everything oh well guess that is why I work on computers and not people lol. Well it is almost 1:00 am and I just got off the phone with a friend in NewCastle and now I am going to crash. I will talk to you all tomorrow. I don't know what I am going to do tomorrow. Relax I guess and try to figure out what I am going to do. I don't want anymore days like this one. At all..
