Tues. 11-23-04

Tuesday 11-23-04: Had a sucky day, then had a sucky afternoon, then had a sucky night. I swear I hate this crap. I want to do what I want when I want and just live my own life and not worry about what other people will think or what they might misunderstand. Also I am sick of missing people... Also sick of giving and giving and giving. I know just poo on it.. lol Friendships are hard to find, True friendship are harder to find and Best Friends are impossible to find. so if you have one or two or three or more consider yourself blessed and keep them for ever. IF I ever have it to do over it WILL be different. Well it is now 4:30 am and I am just blah blah blah... I am going to bed.. cya