Monday 11-29-04: Well I just ordered me another new cell phone and now I am going to get on the phone about some Parts that did not come in for work. And then I have lunch planes with an past Co-Worker at Port at noon and then I have to stop by my doc's for a min and then I should be back home. I hope. Call me if you need anything 765-717-9819..... you know... I had a totally different thought for today as I was just sitting here. But If I write that I might offend people so I better just stop. The point is, If you don't know something then shut the crap up PERIOD...... I am sorry if people are reading this from my family or other people that get offended but I am sick and tired of living a certain way or not just being my self because of what ever. I am sick and tired of it. And it is going to end. The reason I have this is to vent and let things out and release things, and I think I have been very tame in stuff that I say and thoughts that I have. Well SCREW that... I live with myself, I live with my own thoughts, I live with my own person and if you don't like that then you must have one perfect life then for you to knock on me. So what if I have cams in my house, So what If I rent movies a lot, So what if I spend a lot of time at the the computers, so what if I take off and just drive for hours and hours so what. At least I am not at a bar every night, smoking weed, or getting in fights, or out doing what ever with whomever. IF you have a problem with me come to me... talk to me... call me (765) 717-9819 heck ill even pay for a collect call... but just get off my back and stop talking about me when I am not around, or saying things you know nothing about. And if you don't know both sides then SHUT UP........ I try to help out others with computer problems, I try to give what I can when I can I try and try but ya know it gets old sometimes..... I have been trying to do better, and trying to not talk when I shouldn't and trying to be an all around ok guy. So with that being said please get off my BACK...................................................... Now..... If you wan to be a friend then great if you want to be more then a friend well lets talk lol... IF you want to just vent to someone then feel free to email me... My life needs to change and it is going to. I have done things I am sorry for and I have said I am sorry. So time to be Patrick Conner again .. I just hope you stick around to get to know me for me... Well I see a show is coming on that has women in high heels lol so I am back to the TV lol have a GREAT night and email me if you just want to talk or vent. Who knows I might post some of your letters and just let people know what you have to say. But only if you want.... CYA.... Went out to work tonight and did some things for my CEO and then went to our new office in Yorktown and met up with Mark and Bill and worked for a while and then left around 11:00. Now it is 2:00 am and I am going to bed. Night Night.