Saturday 10-23-04:OK got up today and I am feeling a little better but not 100% yet. It has felt so good to just relax and not do much. Today one of my Servers here at the house blew up and I lost everything that was on it so I am trying to repair it as I can that is why all the webcams and lights and everything are down today. I will try and have them up as soon as I can. I just finished watching a movie that I thought was going to be a funny great movie and don't get me wrong it was good just cried a lot. I know I shouldn't cry but hey what do you do lol. The movie was Jersey Girl. I had some more crappy dreams last night although I only got about 4 hours of sleep. You ever know that you did something that you shouldn't of done and you don't really know how to get back in the swing of things. Well that is kind of where I am right now. I only hope that the one that I hurt will forgive me and sometime talk to me again. I am doing 110% better with everything and I know that it will continue. Well I want to thank everyone for reading my thoughts and I hope that you continue to come back and sign my guestbook and things. I am adding another cam also in the Kitchen. Talk to you in a few.
