Thurs 8-18-05

Thursday 8-18-05:Well I got up today and went into work and met with the other tech that is helping me in the install. We worked most of the morning on stuff and then went to Taco Bell for lunch. I then came back and had a small headache. I then got word from Statia that we weren't going to dinner again. So I guess nothing to get ALL EXCITED about again. I then left work around 4:30 or so and came home. I ate real fast and come in to check my main and got some really nice pictures from Carol of her area where she lives and I then decided to just go to bed. I got up around 9:30 after another sleep with dreams. I talked to Stacey about them and just couldn't keep myself together so I took off and went for a long drive. It is now 2:00 am and I just got home. I talked to Kim from AUS for a few and still got super upset again so I just logged off and shut down the cams and I guess I am going to go to bed. I just have so much stuff going on and I just have a hard time talking about it and then when I do I just loose it. It is going to be a long weekend I can already feel it. I am not going to plan anything that way if something happens then great and it if doesn't then I am not let down. If I made it sound like a date last night in my blog about going to dinner with Statia it wasn't meant to be. She is a co-worker that we sometimes hang a little and talk. No interest in anything more at all trust me. Well it is now 3:30 am and I still cant get to sleep. I think I might take myself to go see a movie this weekend and I don't know lol. I am working on a gift for my niece Tabatha that I should have done soon so I cant wait to give that to her. My headache is finally gone lol now that is it 4:00 am lol. So I am going to try and go back to bed if not I'll get up and just go into work early.