I got up today in a different mood... I got cleaned up and headed out. I didn't go to church today because a lot of things are on my mind and I just couldn't focus anyway.. I went for a drive and then stopped (YES) at Walgreen's and sat and watched a movie and had a drink and worked on my laptop. After about 5 hours I went to the Grocery and picked up some things. (Family) is going to start coming over every Monday now so I wanted to pick up some stuff. I then came home and the day went down hill fast. I got into it kind of with Mother about somethings and she got upset and I got upset and it was just a mess. It is really really hard sometimes and I know NO ONE knows how it is unless you live with an elderly parent or person and try to help out. I always told myself and others that I would never have kids or be married or a family because I am not cut out for it and wow my patience or lack of them gets really hard. Anyway I found the Foreman Grill turned on with a towel wrapped around it and it was burnt and bags of chips melted on it. and that is what started everything. Oh well things are better now. I then worked on the computers and then though hmmm 11:00 pm time to work out. I walked on the Tread-Climber and can I say something.. Who Ever thought of making this unit SUCKS.... and Who Ever though it would be nice to walk on SUCKS lol man.. IF it isn't one thing I hate worse then working out it is SWEATING (YUCK) nasty... all that crappy water and smell and yuck it sucks... lol but.. for me to be the Next Guitar Hero Super Action Net lol then that is what I need to do.. lol WOW Anyway as my fingers and arms stick to the desk as I am writing this and water is running down my back and so on and so on (yuck) I need to take a shower. But I will tell you it makes you feel better to work it with a white boy lol. Oh Well off to the shower I go and back to the computers I will return. Oh did I say I am going to kill Sabra for having me buy this off her lol.
