Well I got up today and headed into work about 7:15 or so. I worked till around 12:00 and went to lunch. I came back and started in again on more things and ended up working till around 9:30pm. I left and stopped by McDonalds for a sandwich and then headed home while talking to Carol on the phone. I looked at my mail and just relaxed for a few and started thinking about a lot of things going on and I just wish some things were different. I don't want to think to much but still it bugs me. So I am going to just turn everything off and go to bed. Thanks again everyone for the kind emails and thoughts.