I got up today and just felt not bad at all pretty good. I got cleaned up and waited for the Appraiser. I did some work from home (what else is new) and then the Appraiser got here around 10:15 or so and we talked and walked around and he said I am doing a GREAT job on the house and Garage and things look GREAT. He left and then I headed to get my new phone. Yes I know I just recently got a new cell phone but I got the bug again to get another. So I drove to Verizon Wireless and bought this phone. I love it so much lol. I then left there and went into work and just couldn't get into anything. I then had company at work (Erica from the phone place) and she worked on some stuff till around 5 when we left. I then headed to eat dinner with Christie and we had a great time and left there and she came back to my house and we hung out and walked across the street and got some ice-cream and then came back and watched a show and the Pacers place. She left and I then hung out and started thinking about stuff. I know that is the mistake I made lol but there is some stuff that is just on my mind and I don't know how to talk about it but I just cant shake it. I tried and wanted to really bad open up with someone I was talking to on the phone but I just couldn't do it. I got burned really really really bad a while back by someone and every time I try to talk to someone or say something it just comes back to haunt me and I cant just say stuff I want to say. I hate this feeling.. I just want to be able to............... never mind..... it is dumb. Man all night tonight I just cant get something out of my mind and it is driving me nuts.. I hate this...