Well I got up today very tired.. I did not sleep well last night at all. Kept having dreams about a while back and taking drives and just going through some stuff I didn't need to be. But hey that is all over now and I just need to freaking forget about it in my dreams lol. I went to work and started right in doing a lot of stuff. I had SBC there to put in a new D-mark instead of 50 lines coming in we now have 100. I then had the other phone people in working on the phone system lol. Then I had a computer system to install and a new laptop to get ready. I then went to lunch with Jenny and we talked and then I headed back to work. I worked on some other projects and then got out of there around 4:00 or so. I came home and was so PO'd about the Garage that I couldn't stand it. Why cant anything I do the first time work out. I just don't understand people not doing a good job or taking for ever to do a job. People ask me to fix a computer or something and I am right on it and usually don't even charge other people could care less and who cares that you help them out. I am just so PO'd about this I called the owner of the company and told them if they cant fix it tomorrow then take it down and get out of my yard. I then talked with Joe and he is such a nice guy. Also a buddy of mine from the links page (Garb) made me this slideshow about my car. Click here to see it. I then talked with Carol and I am just so tired and emotionally beat that it is crazy. Well anyway I hope everyone is doing fine. I am getting some emails about Statia's page that I took down, listen you can see about her and Christie on MY.SPACE.com ok so if you need that much of a FIX then you can visit there. They are more into that page stuff then I am so they have set theirs up there. I cooked tonight and tried something new (Hamburger Helper Lasagna) and boy did it SUCK BUTT. omg you should of smelled it omg it was nasty. It even looked bad but hey I am trying new things so I got me a plate of it and I PILED I mean I PILED cheese on top of it to cover the taste and omg it was nasty. Kim was laughing at me all the time (Kim in AUS) and it wasn't funny lol.. I then threw it all up and now I am headed to bed. Night all......

I got up today and went to breakfast and then went and had the car washed again and then went to the store to get some things and came home. I cleaned up the GARAGE and then pulled my car in and started in. WOW I must say it looks great and I still love it as much as I did on the first day. I spoke to a lot of people on the phone and IM's through out the day and just had a really great day. I then cooked out and watched some movies and updated my blog. I have posted pictures on my website of the Indy Trip on Saturday and also today of my car after I finished it. I hope you like. If you want to email me what you think go ahead.... Thanks again to everyone I had a GREAT day. Tomorrow is another day lol. I am having Seamless Gutters put on the Garage sometime during the day and also getting some stuff dropped off for the garage.

I got up finally and started in and went to eat breakfast and then headed into work for a few. I stopped in at the Cemetery and then I ended up being in the office for about 6 hours and then came home and worked on the Garage and all that and then came inside and relaxed a little bit and just watched some TV and did some work on the Servers to finish them up.

I got up today after work almost all night on the Servers at work. I went to have breakfast and then just said why not, and took off to Indy to see the Parade and have lunch. On my way there I stopped off in Pendleton and visited with Christie at her Man's house. She was laying out in the back and we talked for a few and then I headed on to Indy. Ate a great lunch and watched some of the parade and talked with Carol for a few. I then headed back to home and got ready to work on servers again at work.

I got up today around 11:00am. I was very tired and just relaxing and did not feel like getting up early. I am actually off work today can you believe that. I got up and found mom on the floor by her bedroom and she couldn't get up so I helped her up and talked to her about it and she just said she couldn't get up at all. I then called about new gutters for the garage and I think I am going to have that done next week by someone. I also called about my car to see if it was finished or being worked on. I also told them some other things to be fixed and done. I called about my phone and also took my computer (Can you believe this) took my computer to be fixed at a computer store. lol. WOW I am getting lazy. I then went and got another wireless ear unit for my phone. I then came back home and talked with an Engineer for Verizon that wants me to come work for them in Michigan. I am now just sitting back waiting for ADT Security Systems to come to the house and redo the alarm. Well I went and got my car and I think I am going to keep it a while longer (So I am having a new sport clutch put in 1000.00) this next week. I also stopped and talked about my computer and the IDIOT started saying well your Motherboard is bad and I called him an Idiot and told him it worked fine when I brought it in and he said well it is bad now. I had him call the Owner of the company and he came into work and we worked on it together (Me and the Owner) and found out it was a bad drive... Not a motherboard. He fired the guy on the spot. I left there and stopped and ate and then came home. I worked on the garage a little more and then hung out and watched the NBA game. I hope everyone had a great day..... Night

I went to work today around 7:00am or so and then worked on a lot of things and went to lunch with Jenny. Came back and worked on a few more projects and went to my CEOs welcoming party across the street. I left work and stopped by and dropped my car off to have some things done to it. They brought me home and I caulked some more of the Garage and some other things. I am not happy with the job the painters did but what can you do. I had them back 2x to redo it and still is a poor job but I guess I am just to picky. I watched it STORM really bad and then went to reboot my main server computer and it is down. I cant seem to figure out (well I don't have the time for it.) so the cams are going to be down (not all of them but some of them and also the light controls). I will have it fixed tomorrow. I am going to crash it is about 1:00am.

I got up today a little slow and headed into work. I got there and started right in on doing things that needed to be done and taken care of. I then called and placed an order for a new A/C unit that will be going into the Server Room. I went to lunch with Jenny and then back to work. Then worked on some things for 211 and finished that up (I don't think I made that company to happy on the phone because as far as I am concerned they are IDIOTS and I told them). I then left work around 4:00 or so and headed home. Got home and worked on Garage a little and then cooked some dinner and now I am watching American Idol thinking why didn't I go on that show lol no just kidding. lol. I could always sing Voodoo lol. Anyway I hope everyone had a great day and a better evening. I called ADT about coming back and working on the house and garage and can you believe My brother used to work for them and I still have to call them lol. Oh Well guess my money does spend.. Go Figure......... yes it is little things like that, that make me PO'd.

I got up today and headed outside to work in the yard and garage. I got word that Carol had a death in her family, I am so sorry and my thoughts are with you. I went out and mowed the yard and then went to the dump 2x to drop things off that I cleaned out of the Garage. I wasn't able get a trunk or anything so I took my red car filled full. I then stopped by the Rental place and rented a huge magnet to bring home and run over the driveway to pick up any nails that they might have missed when they did the roof. Well I picked up 70 something nails and couldn't believe it. I took the magnet back to the rental place and came home and worked in the yard. I planted all the flowers more flowers and everything and it looks really good. I then took a shower and worked on my computers. My car laptop went down a few days ago and I had to put another drive in it and get it back up and running. Then my server at home went down again and I worked on that. I then got a call from Statia and I headed off to Indy. Windows down, cam on and music up loud and just drove and drove and drove. I got there and talked with her Roommate for a few and she is sooooo nice and then Statia finished in the shower and came out and talked to me as her roommate got ready. Then we headed out to UNO's for dinner and had a GREAT GREAT time just talking and enjoying company and laughing. We left and went to Marsh's to get some olives and dog food and then headed back to the apt. They made some drinks and then we sat out on the balcony over looking the pond. It was SO NICE it was unbelievable how nice and peaceful it was. We all just sat there and talked and laughed and hung out and then we fed the ducks and fish by throwing food, and stuff off the balcony. They ran out of stuff se we made a trip to the store and got some B& Js and more olives and things and came back and made more drinks and just hung out and talked and laughed. Then her room mate basically passed out and we laughed and laughed at her and then began talking and just really enjoying each others company. We sat inside for a few and then went back out to the balcony and finished off the evening. I was going to stay the night there but thought I should go ahead and come home so I left around 1:30am or so and I drove home. I got home and crashed hard. Yes I took a lot of pictures and here is just a few.

I got up today and headed into work. I caught up on stuff that needed to be done and then I headed out to Anderson to map out the Anderson Office system. We are getting ready to put in a new phone system in that office also. I went to lunch with the girls and also James and then I came back to the Yorktown Office. I worked on some things and forgot about doing an update on the Server tonight so I left a little early and came home. I got home and started in on the hedge and worked on the garage a little and relaxed and watched some TV. Now I am relaxing and getting ready to go to bed. I am thinking about taking off this weekend and just going some where and crashing at a hotel and relaxing who knows where I will go.. Just want to do something different ya know.

I got up this morning and talked with Carol and drove to Mac's for Breakfast and then came back home and cleaned all the windows outside and inside and swept up. I am about to go to Sears to see what I can find and also I am looking for a new couch for my home office. I hope everyone has a great great day..... I went for a drive and washed the car and then ended up going to the Grocery at Marsh and then I headed back home. I worked on the yard some more (did the hedge well half of it, and also the yard) I then rewired the Garage Door opener in the house to the garage and then did some work in the garage. I am now chilling out watching TV... I hope you guys are still doing ok. I would also like to THANK Carol... she sent me a package again and inside was a HUGE bottle of Channel #5 for my mother and also a huge bottle of GUESS cologne also a huge bottle of 212 cologne and also another bottle of ECHO WOW they are enormous. Thanks so much. Also Stacey you will be happy to know I moved the couch in my room back against the wall. lol. I also spoke with Joe and Jenny today on the phone and that was great. They are such such such nice people. I also got a really nice email from Kim in Aus. I miss her and the kids but we are all busy..... I ordered me a few more shirts tonight here is what I have so far this week. Also below are 2 pictures I took the other day of the weather.

I know I haven't wrote much or been on the computer but its for a good cause. I have been trying to get the garage back into good shape and I think I have done that. I am still working on a few odds and ends on the inside but getting better. It was power washed, caulked, primed and painted all that just on the outside. We also replaced a lot of wood that was bad on the sides and had the roof done. I removed a wall on the inside. We also placed 7 new outlets with all new wiring inside and all new switches and a light on the outside. I have taken a couple of the before shots and a few more of the after shots. I am still working on things so bare with me. I want to thank my brother JEFF for a lot of work and everything else.

Got up today and started off in the Garage. Internet was down most of the night last night so I didn't get much done on the internet. I now have people over doing the Garage and my brother is also here so that is what most of my day will be doing. I hope everyone has a great Friday and thanks again Christie for the nice dinner. Back to working on the Garage......

I got up and got ready to go to Ball State University to a Conference and it was really really good. Do you know the books about Chicken Soup for the Grandparents Soul or many others the Author is Hanoch McCarty. He is a really nice guy and was great to work with. You can read more about him if you would like by clicking here. I then left there and stopped by work for a few and talked with my CEO about some things and left and came home. I worked on garage with my brother and then went to the new Wal-Mart Superstore down the road from my house and it was very nice. Came back and watched some TV and crashed.

Well I got up this morning (not able to sleep in) with a few emails and voicemails I had to answer. I had a problem with a laptop at work but I fixed that over the phone. I then got up and felt really weird and started remembering. I actually slept walk last night and ended up in the swing on the back deck. I used to do this really bad as a kid and was found by my neighbor once walking down the road. I don't know what is up with me but who knows. Just A LOT on my mind I guess. I am getting ready to go outside again and start in on the garage. If you need anything call my cell 765-717-9819 thanks.. Cya soon.. Well I worked in the Garage all day with my brother Jeff and we finished all the wood work. Now I have scheduled the Painters to come in on Friday of this week to power wash and then caulk and then prime and then paint. Me and my brother are going to be working in the Garage tomorrow night to rewire it and all that. I have a meeting all day tomorrow at Ball State University and then I will be heading to pick up the stuff and then back home. My brother did a GREAT job thanks.. I would like to say that I took off my friends page because of STUPID comments from people that are STUPID and have no right looking at my page anyway if they are going to make comments. Its funny how people are jealous of people because they have style and class and taste and others done even know what the word means. Just because someone has fun and poses and looks great others think they can call names and say things that they have no business saying or thinking.. IT is time to grow up and smell the real world and leave the dumb high school days behind you. Sorry just had to vent. This is why I am looking into setting my site as a private site with password connections only. I hate to do that but when you have IDIOTS looking at your page when they should be focused on their job and stop crying. Anyway have a GREAT day everyone and a GREAT night. I met up with Christie in Anderson and we had a great sit down relax dinner at the Steak House and just talked for a few and relaxed. I came home and watched some TV and chilled out.

I got up today on my first day of Vacation.... I work up and worked with my brother on the Garage and we got a lot of things done. I also took a few emails for work and did some other things for work (Shhhhh dont say anything). I finished up working on garage around 9:15 tonight and I am BEAT I mean BEAT.... I took a fast shower and relaxed and had some popcorn and ended up "Yup you guess it" I went into work and just got home it is now 1:15am. I just felt bad because some things needed to be done and I didn't want to make people wait because I was on Vacation. Erica helped me with some things today for the Anderson office so that was GREAT of her for the help. "Thanks Girl". Well I am getting a little down so I am going to go to bed before I think about it more. I will be working on garage tomorrow also so the cams will be on. Thanks again for visiting my site.....

I got up today on my first day of Vacation.... I work up and worked with my brother on the Garage and we got a lot of things done. I also took a few emails for work and did some other things for work (Shhhhh dont say anything). I finished up working on garage around 9:15 tonight and I am BEAT I mean BEAT.... I took a fast shower and relaxed and had some popcorn and ended up "Yup you guess it" I went into work and just got home it is now 1:15am. I just felt bad because some things needed to be done and I didn't want to make people wait because I was on Vacation. Erica helped me with some things today for the Anderson office so that was GREAT of her for the help. "Thanks Girl". Well I am getting a little down so I am going to go to bed before I think about it more. I will be working on garage tomorrow also so the cams will be on. Thanks again for visiting my site.....

I got up today and just in a different kind of mood and headed into work. I got there and started right in on the phone with HP.. I tell you what, for a company to want respect and they cant even hire people in the USA to do the talking for them and then to try and explain anything to them p's me off. This is why I went to Dell and gave them our business. I then started in on more moves and talked with Erica for a few. Then we went to lunch and had a pretty good lunch and headed back to work. All of a sudden it was time to go home. I left and headed home and talked on the phone for a few while I drove and had a really really great talk and it was just really nice. I then hung out and watched TV and tried to get a hold of Carol but didn't get a hold of her. She is probably out shopping for a CAM or a new TV lol. It is late and I have a lot on my mind so I am going to crash. I will be off for the next few days to get some things done on the garage ( Cam will be on ) and just to figure out some other things. I got a great package today from Carol wow talk about smelling good lol. I got some posters of Paris Hilton (WOW) also got Cologne = "Just Me" and "212 Men" and also "Guess MAN" and "Echo" omg wow they all smell great. I even got some HUGE imported candy bars.... Well I am going to bed.. I am tired and have a lot of things on my mind. Night All...... cams will be on tomorrow while me and my brother work outside on the garage. Below is a picture I took with my new Phone and yes that is a cop pulling me over. Also here is another phone I am thinking about buy to just have as a Secondary phone.

I got up today and yes headed into work. I finished a few things I was working on and started a lot more. I left work in the late afternoon and headed home and just hung out and talked on the phone for a few time with Carol and then basically hung out and crashed early.

I got up today late, Well really late.... about 1:15pm I got out of bed. I just felt like I needed to rest some. I headed out to yes you know it, work. I ended up working today till around 9:45 or so tonight and then I headed home. I got home and worked on the computer and talked with Carol for a few and that is about it. I hope everyone has a great weekend.

I got up today and headed into work. I dropped my car off at Stoops for a checkout and then headed to work. I went to lunch with Tina and we had a great time and just talked and laughed and it was really nice. We came back to work and I worked till around 5 or so and then went and got my car and headed home. I got home and thought what am I doing at home so I went back to work and worked till around 11:30 or so I think. I came home and crashed. I also got my new Hard Case for my phone today and I love it. Here is a link to see the page of it..... I love it....

I got up today and yes headed to work and worked till around 9:45pm and then came home and crashed......

Well I got up today and headed into work about 7:15 or so. I worked till around 12:00 and went to lunch. I came back and started in again on more things and ended up working till around 9:30pm. I left and stopped by McDonalds for a sandwich and then headed home while talking to Carol on the phone. I looked at my mail and just relaxed for a few and started thinking about a lot of things going on and I just wish some things were different. I don't want to think to much but still it bugs me. So I am going to just turn everything off and go to bed. Thanks again everyone for the kind emails and thoughts.

Got up today and headed into work. I got there and started right in. I also got to see Christie, Statia and Stacey and say hi and that was about it. I didn't have any time to talk or anything it was a busy busy day. I talked with Carol a few times and she is doing great.. I also saw that my brother Jeff was working in the garage at my house and kicked some serious butt and got a lot done. We are going to work on it next Monday and Tuesday I think. Well at least Monday. I am taking a few days off I think to help out and just get away from work. I just need to chill out ya know. I came home from work and then went over to my brothers to say thanks and ended up hanging out and helping him on his computer till late and then finished the updates on the Network remotely for work. It is now close to 1:00 am and I am going to bed. I tell you what I am craving Applebee's or Road House lol soon I hope lol. Anyway I hope everyone had a great day and stay safe. Thanks again Jeff for your help it means a lot.

I got up today and headed into work a little early. I have a huge week ahead of me and just needed to get a jump on things. I worked till around 12:30 and headed to lunch and sat by the pond and ate. I went back and did more stuff till around 4:15 and said nope no more .... and left. I came home and the guys were here painting the shutters and things and now they are getting ready to leave so I will be hanging out tonight. Here is another link to read more about my phone lol I love it. Click on the picture below to see a huge image of my phone with the keyboard out and also in the dark so you can see the lights. I am getting ready to crash. I have a very long day tomorrow. Laptop day , also have to move 14 offices. I am not looking forward to it. By Moves I don't mean desks I just mean all the computer and tech stuff.

I got up today and hung out and started in doing house work. I then went out to the garage and tore down some more things. I then headed to work to do an office move and then left and went to lunch and came home. I worked on my new receiver for my TV and now I am just relaxing and trying to decide some other things. I hope you had a great weekend and if you need anything let me know. I also updated my 4sale page if you have any questions please let me know. Also if anyone has a Sprint Phone that wants to talk about upgrading to a new phone. I have some available - camera phone also a PDA Phone. But you must use sprint service. Thanks

I got up early and started in on the garage. I got a call from my brother around 9:30 or so and he sounded like crap. I said what is going on and he said that he worked all night last night and was tired. I told him not to come over and just sleep some and then possibly come over in the afternoon since he also had to work tonight. So I started in on the garage myself and worked on it most of the day and then headed out for a nice drive and to chill out. I went to a nice place shown below and then out to eat and then back home. My brother never called. I guess he slept longer. I headed back out the Drive In and had some food and watched a movie and headed back home. I am just chilling out now watching TV and looking at women in short skirts on all these show's lol.

I got up today and really really was tired. I went into work and started in on more stuff. I then had some issues I had to resolve ASAP and I finished that. I headed to lunch and received 7 calls from work during lunch. I ended up going back to work and had to do some more phone line tests. I finished up with that and Erica came and we worked on some things till around 4:40 and I just left. I came home and relaxed and just tried to think about some things and then watched the Pacers game and now I am working on my new phone and just hanging out. I really wish that I didn't care about so many people. I don't mean that bad but I get so tired of worrying about things I have no control over and also just wishing for other things that I don't have any control over. It seems like a never ending Tennis game that I never win. I hope everyone has a great Friday and a great weekend. I am going to work on the Garage again and see what more I can do on it with what I have to work with here. I would love to just take off this weekend and not look back and just enjoy a quite and really nice weekend somewhere lol I know work sounds good. Anyway if there is anything I can do for you or you guys need anything I can help with let me know.

Well I got to work and basically another long day with a lot of CRAP. I ended up having to go to Anderson to meet the phone people because we are now looking into a phone system for the Anderson office. I left there after seeing Christie and Statia then headed back to the main office to finish up some things. I worked till around 4:30 and headed out. I came home and worked in the garage and then came inside and watched TV and hung out. My brother left me a message that he was going to come over early Saturday morning and work with me in the GARAGE and do a lot of the things that I need 2 people for. I am going to crash now so I can get up.

I got up and headed into work and basically worked all day on more issues that are coming up every day. I headed back home to work on the house and then basically crashed. I also got some bad news about some things but hey its ok.

I got up today and just felt not bad at all pretty good. I got cleaned up and waited for the Appraiser. I did some work from home (what else is new) and then the Appraiser got here around 10:15 or so and we talked and walked around and he said I am doing a GREAT job on the house and Garage and things look GREAT. He left and then I headed to get my new phone. Yes I know I just recently got a new cell phone but I got the bug again to get another. So I drove to Verizon Wireless and bought this phone. I love it so much lol. I then left there and went into work and just couldn't get into anything. I then had company at work (Erica from the phone place) and she worked on some stuff till around 5 when we left. I then headed to eat dinner with Christie and we had a great time and left there and she came back to my house and we hung out and walked across the street and got some ice-cream and then came back and watched a show and the Pacers place. She left and I then hung out and started thinking about stuff. I know that is the mistake I made lol but there is some stuff that is just on my mind and I don't know how to talk about it but I just cant shake it. I tried and wanted to really bad open up with someone I was talking to on the phone but I just couldn't do it. I got burned really really really bad a while back by someone and every time I try to talk to someone or say something it just comes back to haunt me and I cant just say stuff I want to say. I hate this feeling.. I just want to be able to............... never mind..... it is dumb. Man all night tonight I just cant get something out of my mind and it is driving me nuts.. I hate this...

OK today is Monday a new week start.... I went into work and started off like crap. I tell you what, people can get such a kick out out of a change in TITLE. They think they can just be bitter and or short and it wont kick them in the butt later. Well I am sure when these people LEAVE they will get their kick. I say if you treat people under you with pride and support and honor then you will keep your job longer and have a better crew to work for you. Well maybe I am dumb for thinking that way. And I thought other people Micromanaged wow. Anyway now that I vented a little. I left work around 4:30 and headed home. I got home and mowed the yard and got things cleaned up. Have an Appraisal coming tomorrow. That can put me into another rant but it does no good. All I know is I don't ask people for help very often. I don't ask people to do things for me very often at all. This isn't even something for me anyway but hey people will know what I do and how I do it when I am no longer around here. Then we will see how steps up to do the job. I just wish my brother Jeff didn't have to work so much because he is going to work himself to death one of these days and then what are people going to do. My other brother cant or doesn't care what happens around here anyway so that way he doesn't have to make a trip or do anything to help out. Oh Well they are going to wonder why I don't want to go to their new house for Thanksgiving this year. GIVE ME A BREAK. Anyway now I am getting ready to shower up and relax and enjoy something to eat and a cold drink. I am going into work late tomorrow because of the appraisal and also I have to check on something else. So I hope to be able to get a good night sleep. I am taking Christie out tomorrow night for her Birthday Dinner so that will be fun. Jenny and Joe got back from their long weekend and they had a blast so that is good, its good to know they made it safe and sound.