I got up today and went into work and still felt like crap. I got a lot of things done and then went to lunch around 11:30 and just went down to McDonalds and sat inside and read the paper and had lunch and just chilled out. I went back to work and then left around 2:30 to go to a meeting and then came home. I hung out and worked on site and did some research on the Net. I am now getting ready to make a work Diagram for work and for a meeting I have tomorrow. I will be around all evening if you need something I will also be watching the Pacers game. I got a call from Carol and she is doing great, and I got a call from Statia and we had a nice talk and then I spoke with some on the net and now I am just trying to figure some stuff out. Pacers won again and that is about all I can report on tonight. Well I am really having a hard time with this phone thing and it is really making me think about my ability to do my job as well as what I think I should. I hate this feeling more then anything. I know my job, I know computers, I don't know phones and this is really effecting me and not in a good way. I have NEVER thought so much of trying to find a different job more then I have the last 2 weeks because of this matter, I just need something but I don't know what. Well it is almost 2am so I am going to go to bed and just try to not dream about it. I hope everyone is ok tonight and if you need anything please let me know and I will try to help.