Well, after a rough night and about 3 hours I got up and headed into work with my head down today. I have so much stuff on my mind that I am just falling apart I think down deep. I wasn't in a good mood and took it out on some people at work and didn't want to talk to anyone and just wanted to stay in my office and work all day. I went to lunch by myself and sat and watched the water and birds and then went back and just didn't have a good day. I have a huge project that is due on Thursday and I have it no where completed because of all the other stuff going on at work. And others have no ideal how much I do and what I do that they think I should have everything done all the time. I left work and just went for a small drive and went to the part and sat for a few and then came home. I have filled the bird feeders and just walked around the yard and came inside and now I am just hanging out. My back is killing me don't know what is wrong (tension) I guess. I am not getting down I am just really tired, stressed, burnt out... I should be better after a few weeks. We will see what they do on Thursday when I don't have this project done. After 5 1/2 years or so I gave them a 3 pages of stuff that I do on my job and they couldn't believe I did that much lol and that wasn't even all of it lol.