I got up today not feeling the best but not sick. I left for a small drive and then guess where I ended up... Yup at work. I worked for a few and found out even with this small project it is going to end up being a huge job. I left there and went and got my hair cut and came back home. I now have headache so maybe that is what is bothering me. I also am going to spend most of the day and evening downstairs cleaning up and things. I just find it hard that I ask for help doing some things and it takes weeks to get the help. I just don't understand. I am not doing this stuff for myself I am doing things for others and still cant get help. I Pees me off. Oh well. I guess now that I have more money that I can pay to get some help doing things. I am going to take some pills and go back down stairs after the game I think. I also started taking my pills again. I stopped all pills about 3 moths or so ago and I figured I better get back on them since I had my pressure checked and it was 190 over 134 what do you think. lol. By the way if anyone in Muncie area has a truck I can rent? I worked on the Basement all day and cleaned it up and threw away a lot of things. I also worked in the Garage a little bit more. I filled the Trash bends full so I will have to wait till after Monday now to do anymore work because that is our trash day. I also called about a few Loft Apts today and worked on my computers. I really have a lot of stuff on my mind today and I really hate that. I am angry inside about a lot of things but also happy about others. I guess I just need to get away from here for a while and just chill out and forget things. Maybe soon I can do that. Well I wont bore you any longer lol talk to you later.