Well today was NOT what I wanted for my last day of Vacation. I will be honest with myself and say that it SUCKED.. I guess with my Birthday last week and this happening this week it just blows even more. I love helping people and I love working but sometimes I work way to much and honestly I did nothing but worry about work my last 3 days and even worked remotely because of it. I just wish I honestly FIT somewhere. I don't feel I fit anyway and it really makes you feel empty as a person.. Anyway I am going to try and be better but I know it will be hard.