Sunday - WAKE UP SCARED

Well I have been having a hard time at work just trying to learn new things and just trying to seem like I fit in.. Then this weekend I come home Friday night after hanging out with Heather (Co Worker) we went to do some shopping after work and then we ate at Nancy's Pizza.. After that I came home and crashed.. Saturday was just a day.. I don't know what the deal is but I feel I don't know just kind of lost. I went to visit Lynley Grace and she is growing like crazy.. I came home and ended up working on the house alarm for a few. I also fixed the sink in the bathroom and ended up again going to bed kind of early. I woke up today at 10:30am and thought something wasn't right. Little HD wasn't meowing or jumping on me or anything. I got up and he wasn't around anywhere. I went out back and called his name and nothing.. I looked all around inside and nothing again.. I went out front and yelled HD ..... HD...... HD.... and heard a meow.. (slight).. I yelled it again and heard a meow.. I looked and HD was under the front shrubs shivering and crying.. I guess when Mom left at 7am she didn't pay attention and he ran out. My heart feels sooo bad right now I don't know what to do.. I honestly cant watch everything.... I feel so bad for him.. What he must of been thinking or feeling or being sooo cold.. Anyway now that is the mood I am in today.. Tomorrow morning my CarCam will be on a little longer.. I have to go to Anderson - Pick up some things - then to Noblesville to pick up some things - Then to 65th Street in Indy to drop off some things and then back to my office in Fishers.. So if you want to join in on the trip I will be driving my Jimmy and the CarCam will be online around 5:50 am or so. I hope to see you all there.