Wednesday, September 12, 2007

Hello, and SO SO SORRY

I know I haven't posted in a while.. Can you say "Great Uncle Patrick".. lol.. I love love love hanging out with the little ones and helping in anyway I can... I love it. It is now 3:11am and I am here at Sabra and Paul's working on the laptop and watching little one so they can get some sleep. She had a hard night tonight so.... I know you never thought I "Patrick" would be so head over little ones.. and NO I don't want any myself lol.. These will do nicely.. I am sorry I haven't posted but I have been trying to do what I can when I can and honestly, I got burned out on the whole thing. I sometimes feel I have to watch what I say on this because family looks at it it but hey what good does it do to not talk about stuff that bothers me and vent. This is my way of venting sometimes. I haven't talked to a lot of people lately on the phone either and I am sorry about that.. Heck can you believe I haven't even did my yard lately, or washed my cars lol. I must be CRAZY about kids lol... I am also addicted to Big Brother lol.. I watch it on line all the time, I watch it on Showtime and on TV lol. Lets see how can I catch you up on everything...... I started my bowling league last week.. Every Tuesday night I go bowling with my church and I love it. My brother "Jeff" is also on my team. Last week I bowled a 197 - 178 - 193 , Tonight I bowled a 225 - 209 - 178.. ok that catches you up on bowling lol. I have been working on a few computers that people are dropping off, nothing big just simple stuff to me but major stuff to them. I have been feeling great, I am only taking half the pills that my doc said to take because they just make me to drowsy, so I am cutting them in half and doing halfers lol. I have been a little down here and there but nothing major. I ended up not going with Tina and Nicole to Boston because of bowling and just wanting to be with family and the little ones. hmmm.. I think this might be a long blog, sorry about that.. lol. I am also revamping my site a little, I am changing cams and adding cams and all that so bare with me. I am also going to do a family tree (so that people know who is who) I dont know if I should do it with just names or photo's what do you guys think, and making a page that has updated pictures of the little ones. I thought my cam was on tonight (??? Cam) when I was in bowling but I guess it wasn't lol oops sorry about that.. I purchased another battery that goes into my cdrom slot on my laptop so now I have 2 batteries and when one dies it goes automatically to the other battery so I have about 8 hours now of battery life so you will be able to see all of bowling if you would like. I have also been taking the cam into Sabra and Paul's and having it on a little in there. If I jump around tonight in my blog I am sorry but it is now 3:34 am lol. Let's see what else.. I did change the position of the Bedroom and Pillow cam so they are a little better now. I stopped by tonight to visit with Terry from work for a few and that was nice. She rocks lol. The weather is going to be nice the next 2 days and I really need to do some things at the house so I think in the morning (lol) I will do the yard and do the hedge and I really need to clean out the back shed and throw some things away and get that in order again and also I need to start in downstairs and clean that up a little. Plus tomorrow Paul is off work so I think they will want me out of their hair lol. I think it is like 50 degrees out side now lol wow. ok it is now 4:04 am and the little one has been down for about an hour and so far she is doing great. I tell you what, when I look at her and just watch her sleep I could do that for hours lol. Oh another thing. I am no longer using Yahoo IM.. I have changed to what they call Windows Live Messenger. I like the options that it has in it and I can even control another person's computer if they want me to using it. My name on that (if you want to add me) is pdconner@comcast.net that is also my email if you need it. You can also put your Yahoo People in it if you want to, it picks up them to even though you are not using that program. ok it is now 4:41 am and little one stirred a little bit but she is back asleep now. It is now 5:00 am and I was just back watching her sleep and she is slowly getting ready to get up I think. I made her a bottle (yes me) and I have it waiting for her. I am trying to think ahead a little. I tell what I honestly feel for parents wow.. I would be a basket case if I had a kid... So all you women that want to have my kid lol sorry lol lol lol.. ok I wont bother you any longer with words lol.. I am going to work on my site and watch Big Brother some more. If you need anything please let me know.