OK..... How do I or How should I start..... Well to start it off on the right step... I am back and doing better then I have in years... I guess I should start off by saying about 6 years ago I started working at a job that I thought was the best thing for me in the world. Well 6 years later I can say it wasn't. I worked and worked and worked and started dumping everything else in my life that wasn't related to work or computers. I lost contact with my family, my friends (what ones I had) and just buried myself into my job and what I thought was the way my life should be. I was very very very wrong. I have lived a way that I made money and work my life. Nothing about family and friends. I have let friends down and let friends go because they weren't related to my work. I have gained some of the best people in my life from the web and I am so glad that they have stuck by me in good and bad... About 2 weeks ago I went into work after working the most house I have in one week ever. I got called into the CEO's office and because of someone at work talking stuff they had no clue was true or false I was let go. I never fought it and most of my workers said too but I didn't. I honestly felt like this was a blessing in disguise. I at first was very very down and very out of it.. I honestly didn't know what I would do or if I would do anything. YES I went thought a lot of debate about personal things that I haven't thought of since I lost my Dad. After a couple of days and talking to people from work and friends online and friends like Carol and Stacey and Brad and others I have changed my life 180 degrees. Plus the help of med's lol. My med's make me sleep a lot, so when you see me in bed and it is past time I should get it it is because of that. My Therapist said I should start blogging again and so have others so here I am... I have changed in many ways.. 1 of them is I value REAL friendships more now then I have, I have regained my family, I have found there is more to life then computers and working for a company that doesn't care about the people and just care about the bottom line and policies. I will never (or I will try) to never put myself in that kind of work environment again. Anyway enough about work. I have done stuff around the house that I havent had time to do, I have honest gained some really great friendship and also made other friendships stronger and tighter. I have started going back to church and even driving down the road things look different to me then they have in years. This has been really hard for me but it has also been really great for me. My brother and I have gotten back a great friendship and my family has all been great about everything. I know I will find a better job and I know it will be when it is meant to be. I also know that I am a better person and hopefully a better friend to people now. Yes money will be tight but it should be just fine. I have some friends that donate to the site and that is great. (Thanks). IT is nice to see that people out there actually care and that they give back to a site that I hope is a joy to visit and learn new stuff and see new technology in use. I also know that this step in my life will open new doors and make me alot better of a person, heck it has already started. I want to say thanks to my friends from online and my friends around me. Thank you so much.......................................... I have lost the car cam due to leaving work but if I get enough donations from website I will gladly bring that back.. Below are some pictures I took out my front door the other night..
