Well I got up today again early and headed into work. I got there and the day just started getting more and more and more complicated. I got into it with a few people and just flat out did not want to be there. I took off and went for a small drive at lunch and then came back to work. I met up with Erica from the phone vendor and she brought all of our new phones in for us to get ready for the big install on Thursday. I worked on those till more problems came up and then ended up staying at work till around 7 or so. I left and came home and had a small bite to eat and just feel really down. I am so tired of everything it seems. I just want to break away and or do something that is just so out of my norm ya know. I just feel like things are so different every day and I am getting deeper and deeper into a black hole like I used to be in. I have been working as much as I can and just drifting farther away from reality I guess. I don't know I just talk a lot I guess. Oh well just forget what I said lol. Anyway going to bed early because I need to get to work early again.