I got up today and started in cleaned the basement some more and also taking more trash out. I also worked on some other things around the yard and in the garage. I also went into work for a few because of a power outage and then came back home. I talked with some people about some things and then headed off to bed.

I got up today not feeling the best but not sick. I left for a small drive and then guess where I ended up... Yup at work. I worked for a few and found out even with this small project it is going to end up being a huge job. I left there and went and got my hair cut and came back home. I now have headache so maybe that is what is bothering me. I also am going to spend most of the day and evening downstairs cleaning up and things. I just find it hard that I ask for help doing some things and it takes weeks to get the help. I just don't understand. I am not doing this stuff for myself I am doing things for others and still cant get help. I Pees me off. Oh well. I guess now that I have more money that I can pay to get some help doing things. I am going to take some pills and go back down stairs after the game I think. I also started taking my pills again. I stopped all pills about 3 moths or so ago and I figured I better get back on them since I had my pressure checked and it was 190 over 134 what do you think. lol. By the way if anyone in Muncie area has a truck I can rent? I worked on the Basement all day and cleaned it up and threw away a lot of things. I also worked in the Garage a little bit more. I filled the Trash bends full so I will have to wait till after Monday now to do anymore work because that is our trash day. I also called about a few Loft Apts today and worked on my computers. I really have a lot of stuff on my mind today and I really hate that. I am angry inside about a lot of things but also happy about others. I guess I just need to get away from here for a while and just chill out and forget things. Maybe soon I can do that. Well I wont bore you any longer lol talk to you later.

I got up today and headed into work. I got there and worked on computer issues again and was going to try and get out of there early but that really didn't happen. I was told I needed to get a report done before Monday morning at 8 so lol I worked on that most of the day. Then when I got ready to leave I went back to print it off and YES I MADE A MISTAKE and didn't save it. So I had to go back and redo it all over again lol. I then left and came home and started in working on the Garage and also just hanging out. I went for a drive and just did a lot of thinking. By the way tomorrow is Christies birthday so everyone sing happy birthday lol.

Well I got up today with a phone call from work of course and I needed to get into work for someone forgot to tell me ahead of time they needed a laptop and projector for an outside the office presentation. I got ready and headed into work and started in on that. I then worked with others around the office for some other things. I also got my new safe in today and had to have help opening it and moving it around and then finally got it all set up and it works GREAT. I went to lunch and talked with Carol on the phone and sat by the pond and relaxed. Headed back to work and found out that some newly updated from Microsoft are now causing links (things on website that you can click on) to appear funny with a pop up message talking about click here to activate or something. Well this is something that effected my website also (only around the cam images) but you can fix it if you have noticed it on your machines. Usually this is only a Windows XP problem. Click Here to go to the Microsoft page to download and just install it and it will fix it no problem. All you do is download it and install it and it will take your internet explorer back to normal. A way for you to test if you need this or not. Go to any of my cam pages and run your mouse over the image you are watching. If you get a funny pop up or if it wants you to click on it then you need to download this. It is a really small download and is no problem. If you need any help just let me know. I then left work around 4 and came home. I worked in the yard and then inside and been relaxing and watching TV and looking at some of Statia's pictures wow.. lol. I got a TXT from Carol and she made it safe to the area she was going to. Thoughts are with her over the next couple of days. Well it is 11 and I am going to bed. Night all.

I got up today and hung out around the house. I then went to work and ended up just being in a bad mood almost today. I just have a lot on my mind and it is just getting old but what can you do. I had Erica again today in the office and she worked on some issues with the phones and then around 5:00 a tech from Indy came in and we worked on the Servers till around 11:00pm and then I finished up some more things and also spoke with Joe and that was pretty cool. I tried to call Carol but I think she was out like a light. She is doing some traveling the next couple of days so BE CAREFUL. I left work around midnight I think and came home. Now I am home having a nice glass of 7up and getting ready to crash.

I got up today and headed into work. I had 2 meetings before our 8:30 meeting. That meeting let out at 10:00am or so and then did some other short staff meetings and finally headed to lunch with Jenny she works there also. We talked about her family and her daughter and her husbands new job and then work stuff and then headed back to work for a meeting at 1:00. I also met up with the phone people (Erica and Jim) and we worked on some things and then met with a few more people and finally headed out around 7 or so. I know I know I am to work less but today just flew by and got nothing done. Now I know why I hate meetings so much. I came home and worked on some things. My brother came by while I was working over (I was to meet him here around 5 but had to work over) and he did some things here that I wanted to be here for but...... I then worked on some things on my computer and basically just hung out. Ya know, I am now working as much as I was and it is funny but I feel as though I don't matter as much when I am away from work as I do when I am at work. I realize how much I don't really have anything that I am involved with or hobby wise when I am not at work. when I am at work I am always busy or having things to do. Is it possible to have your work as your hobby??? I talked with Carol today and she seems ok, I guess she had some serious wow dreams lol last night when she was asleep, I talked with Jenny and Joe and they are doing good. I need to work late tomorrow night to do some Server Care so I will go into work around 2 or 3 I guess and work till around 11 tomorrow night. I hope I can sleep in, in the morning but we will see. I might need some of those pills Carol has lol. I received about 50 or so emails just today about Statia's pictures lol. It seems she has a lot of FANS out there lol. One good thing about me having some more time free from work is I can do more stuff around the house to make it look better and clean some things I needed to clean. I might even get back into my road trips sometime lol. I need to just get away for a weekend or just go somewhere and crash for the night and come back. Just stuff to break the same ol same ol will be nice. Well I am talking to much again so I will not bore you guys any longer. I am finishing up some things and then going to go ahead and go to bed. Check in through the night and make sure that I am still around and not out sleep walking lol.

I got up today with a killer headache and got up and cleaned up and did laundry all day and dishes and cleaned around the yard and all that. I worked on my computers and got a call from Carol and we talked for a few and then I got into the mood for some hamburger so I cooked some that I had in the fridge and it had some white stuff on it (furry stuff) with a little of blue color but I cooked it anyway and then finished that up and a little bit later oh man I was cramping and going to the bathroom and wow was I sick. I still have a stomach ache but better now. I worked in the Garage a little more and talked to my brother Jeff on the computer for a few and that was nice. I then got a call from Carol that she was going to take a sleeping pill and go to bed early. I am still working on my computers and my website. I hope you all like the work that I put into this lol sometimes I wonder if I should continue. lol. Well I just worked on some stuff for work and now I am getting ready to crash soon. I talked with Jenny and Joe also today and they are so nice. Some day we are all going to get together and just have a great time.

I got up today and headed outside to work in the yard and garage. I got word that Carol had a death in her family, I am so sorry and my thoughts are with you. I went out and mowed the yard and then went to the dump 2x to drop things off that I cleaned out of the Garage. I wasn't able get a trunk or anything so I took my red car filled full. I then stopped by the Rental place and rented a huge magnet to bring home and run over the driveway to pick up any nails that they might have missed when they did the roof. Well I picked up 70 something nails and couldn't believe it. I took the magnet back to the rental place and came home and worked in the yard. I planted all the flowers more flowers and everything and it looks really good. I then took a shower and worked on my computers. My car laptop went down a few days ago and I had to put another drive in it and get it back up and running. Then my server at home went down again and I worked on that. I then got a call from Statia and I headed off to Indy. Windows down, cam on and music up loud and just drove and drove and drove. I got there and talked with her Roommate for a few and she is sooooo nice and then Statia finished in the shower and came out and talked to me as her roommate got ready. Then we headed out to UNO's for dinner and had a GREAT GREAT time just talking and enjoying company and laughing. We left and went to Marsh's to get some olives and dog food and then headed back to the apt. They made some drinks and then we sat out on the balcony over looking the pond. It was SO NICE it was unbelievable how nice and peaceful it was. We all just sat there and talked and laughed and hung out and then we fed the ducks and fish by throwing food, and stuff off the balcony. They ran out of stuff se we made a trip to the store and got some B& Js and more olives and things and came back and made more drinks and just hung out and talked and laughed. Then her room mate basically passed out and we laughed and laughed at her and then began talking and just really enjoying each others company. We sat inside for a few and then went back out to the balcony and finished off the evening. I was going to stay the night there but thought I should go ahead and come home so I left around 1:30am or so and I drove home. I got home and crashed hard. Yes I took a lot of pictures and here is just a few.

I got up today and now I am waiting on the Owner of the company that fixed the garage to come over and pick up the final check for 850.00 and then I am going to Staples to pick up a Thumb Drive and then I am going to work. I hope you have a great day today. I have a meeting with my CEO and Boss at 10:30 am and then a company wide meeting at 2:00 - 4:00 in Anderson Indiana. Well Today ended up being a GREAT GREAT day. I went to work and had my meeting and found out that I am getting a new Title "Director of Information and Technology" and that I am getting some other very nice perks. Well you know what I mean. It was a GREAT GREAT meeting. I then went to the All Staff meeting in Anderson Indiana from the pictures below taken with my cell phone. I had to get there early to set up the laptop and projector and things. I then hung out and talked to the girls for a few (Christie, Stacey and Statia) I really didn't talk to them that much and I wish I could of more but a lot of things were on my mind. Below are some pictures of the place we have all of our meetings. I then left there and drove back to work and talked to STATIA on the way back and had a great talk and then went into work till around 7:30 or so and came home. I made a little something for dinner and then worked on my computers. I talked with Carol and she is also at work wow (Carol go home it is too late). I am getting ready to hit the hay also. I am going to get up in the morning and work in the yard and garage and take some things to the dump and pick up some other things. Mom went to the doctors today and is really bad. Has Bronchitis or how ever you spell it and is really bad. Put her on a lot of meds and she is coughing her head off.

Well I got up today and went into work. I got there and the day just went downhill. I had computers yesterday that went down all over the company because of the updates from Microsoft. It knocked out the Display Drivers on these machines. I had to go back and install them all over again in all the machines. Then today another Microsoft updated caused all machines that had an HP Scanner or Camera or printer with a card reader in it to lock up the machine anytime you tried to do anything. This is the report for that from Microsoft TechNet help if you want to see what I had to deal with. So I did what it said and it didn't fix it. I then called HP and spoke with 3 Techs in India (OMG) I called the Headquarters for HP and got in trouble with security because I went off on the TECH because I couldn't understand them and they knew nothing of what I was talking about. They thought I probably wanted to send them food and water or something. I then uninstalled windows 2 times and reinstalled and still didn't fix it. I then stayed after work to find out after I called Microsoft and was on hold for 1 hour and 45 min that it could be fixed within 12 seconds. With out having to do all the stuff I did. Why couldn't they put that on the tech help page. oh well. On top of all that, I found out I will be working more weekends and evenings now because our new CALL CENTER (211) can not go down for any reason during the day. So anything that I need to do that involves rebooting the servers needs to wait till after hours. So that is going to suck big time now. Then I found out after all the phone work and all that and getting all the offices ready for everything that they are going to move about 19 offices total around in the company and I need to redo all that. So I totally just lost it at work last night late and just was so upset for about 45 min and then I felt ok about stuff and left for the night. I came home and ate some left over's and then went to bed.

I got up today and headed into work. I got there ended up having A LOT of work to catch up plus more projects. I also had a quick meeting with my boss and after that we are having a meeting with My CEO and My boss on Friday morning at 10:30am. So we will see what that holds. It kind of gets on my nerves that people have to have so many meetings, just come into work and do your job and go home happy. Ya know. I put in more hours then anyone in the entire company and I am the one that needs to give them a detail about what I do. WOW. I am working around 86 hours a week as of now and I guess I need to try a little more. It used to be if you work for the Operations side of the company it kind of sucked now it is just the opposite. I of course am lucky enough to be on the other side (Finance) lol. I think people just need to take a long look at their job and if they don't want to be there for more then 2 - 5 years then get out now and lets get someone that does want to be there. Then the attitudes might be a lot better. Don't get me wrong it is a GREAT place to work but just a lot of people over worked, under paid, and not appreciated. Just today I got another building to be in charge of their computer stuff and internet and everything in Hartford City so it is growing and growing. You know what I need....... I girl in a skirt, heels with ankle straps, just sitting next to me and flirting and teasing for the evening watching a movie or having fun just talking and chilling lol. They tell me that they don't want to have the Network down a lot during business hours so this week I panned on doing a lot of network updates and server care on Friday in the Afternoon. Well I found out now we have a Mandatory Meeting in Anderson in the afternoon for everyone in the company and I have to reschedule the updates because they feel I need to be there. Well depending on how my meeting goes in the morning I might not be there anyway. So they say one thing and then turn around and want something different. But if their computers go down or their phones or fax or printers or what ever I need to be there immediately with bells on even if I am off work. OK Enough moaning lol. I am getting ready to go to bed. Night everyone and sweet dreams. My Mother is really really bad sick still so if you guys can look in on her through out the day it would be nice. Thanks.

Woke up today and feeling really bad so I am staying home. I just got a call from work so I am heading into work to fix something and then coming back home and going to bed I think. Well I got back and I cant sleep so I will be up working on stuff for work remotely. OK its late and I need to get some rest. I am heading to bed, I hope everyone is doing ok.

I got up today thinking I was going to stay home today because during the few hours of sleep I got I was up and down and not feeling well. I have a fever today and feel like crap but today is a big day at the office and I wanted to make sure everything goes as smooth as it can. They are coming today (if it stops raining) to work on the garage so I moved the Deck Cam toward the Garage for people to view. If you need anything today or there I something I can help with please let me know. I am going to try and head out of here sometime today early if I can. A while back I started having issues with my left arm and loosing control of it and having to help it with my right hand to move upward and things and it really bothers me A LOT so I am going to get in this week and have it checked because it is now going numb on me and hurting worse. Well I wont bore you any longer lol have a GREAT day and remember if you need something let me know. I also updated my Links page if you would like to check out some of the new links and let me know what you think. Well I left work early because I wasn't feeling to well at all and came home and they were working on the roof already. Next thing I know after I lay down for a few is they are finished with the garage. WOW. Now I just need to "Pay for it lol". I also need to clean it out and also scrap it and paint it. Then I will start on the Basement. I know I know why am I doing all this. Well I just feel I need to.

I got up today and got cleaned up and headed into the office. I ended up working till around 5 I think and then came home. I got home and my main computer had also died so I spent the rest of the evening till around 3:15am working on the main computer and the Servers at work remotely. I hope everyone had a GREAT Easter. I had McDonalds lol it was GREAT lol. My Mother is really bad sick and cant talk and is really not doing well so I have been also trying to deal with those things. WOW What storms we are having lol. Well it is late and I am going to bed. Well early I mean...

Well I got up today and headed out. I went to Newcastle and talked to Carol the whole trip there and back lol it was nice to talk to her I hadn't had much time and missed it. I went to Newcastle to pick up something and then came home and all of a sudden looked in the paper found someone who might do the garage and called him and he came over and BAMM I signed the papers to have the garage redone on Monday. They are going to do the entire thing in one day they say. I paid 40% down will pay the rest when it is done. I then went for a drive to think about what I had just done lol and then headed back home. I pulled in and started cleaning the inside of the garage up so it will be better for them to work in. I don't have a truck so I don't know how I am going to dump some of the stuff but I will figure something out or pay someone to use theirs. I hate to do things like this by myself but what can you do ya know. So I better get some serious donations to the site this week lol. Oh well. I am going to jump in the shower and brb in a few to probably do a show. Ended up working all evening from home so that I wasn't able to do a show. Then I crashed.

I got up today after about 3 hours of sleep and headed into work. I would like to thank Stacey for the Easter Sack and also thank Tina for the Website Donation. I will be changing things around soon and that is because I was asked to add more things. So new things are coming. I hope everyone has a great day and weekend. Check in and see what sup when you can. Well I worked till around 5:30 or so and then left. I came home and got cleaned up and just hung out and did a show for a few and it started storming pretty bad. I continued with the show and ordered pizza and hung out and relaxed. I finally crashed when my head couldn't even hard lift up lol.

I got up today BEAT and headed into work. I worked for a few and said "This is Crazy" so I left work around 1:00 or so. I came home and ended up having to mow the yard and clean out the Garage and do some other yard work. I then came back inside and hung out till I had to just go for a small drive. YES I headed into work to do something and then came back home and basically was in a daze and tried to go to bed. I want to thank Carol for the Donation and the card and gifts. You know a lot of people think it is easy and why should we give or donate or complement but when it takes forever to do things and a lot of the things I do on here is because I was asked to then it is really nice to get comps back or donations. Thanks Everyone.

Well I got up again after a crappy nice of sleep and went into work. I worked with the Phones and all that today and other stuff. Server issues again. I took a lot of the old phone system down to storage and then headed home a little early. I left around 4:15 and took a small drive and then headed to the house. I got home and had a nice card from Yvonne (Great Brittan) with a donation to the website and also got a donation through Pay Pal from Scott (Thanks Guys) and I worked on downloading some more music. I actually added about 120 songs more. Now I am just relaxing and hanging out. lol. WOW nice to say that. In FACT I am really really really thinking about just calling in tomorrow and taking the day off for myself and maybe doing a radio show and just hanging out and get up whenever lol.

Well, after a rough night and about 3 hours I got up and headed into work with my head down today. I have so much stuff on my mind that I am just falling apart I think down deep. I wasn't in a good mood and took it out on some people at work and didn't want to talk to anyone and just wanted to stay in my office and work all day. I went to lunch by myself and sat and watched the water and birds and then went back and just didn't have a good day. I have a huge project that is due on Thursday and I have it no where completed because of all the other stuff going on at work. And others have no ideal how much I do and what I do that they think I should have everything done all the time. I left work and just went for a small drive and went to the part and sat for a few and then came home. I have filled the bird feeders and just walked around the yard and came inside and now I am just hanging out. My back is killing me don't know what is wrong (tension) I guess. I am not getting down I am just really tired, stressed, burnt out... I should be better after a few weeks. We will see what they do on Thursday when I don't have this project done. After 5 1/2 years or so I gave them a 3 pages of stuff that I do on my job and they couldn't believe I did that much lol and that wasn't even all of it lol.

Well I got up today around 5:35 or so and headed into work. I must be honest with you, work is really getting on my mind to much. I got to work and had some help with installing a New Network Vendor and got that finished and then found out that we needed to update our Exchange Server and out Symantec software. So we started doing that and it ended up wiping out what I had had worked on for the last 2 years. I was upset but what can you do. I then didn't get to grab any lunch and then Erica got there from the phone vendor and worked with her (actually she did the work and I was still working on the other stuff). She ended up leaving around 5:30 and I worked on more stuff till around 6:15 or so. Its just so much stuff in such a small amount of time. I have been asked to do a lot of things that just take a lot of time and I haven't gotten them done yet. So I guess I will start working more hours. I hope everyone has had a great day. I got home and had a pizza from the freezer and now I am going to sit back and relax and try to watch some TV. I am so TIRED it is crazy. Some guy wrote me and said "you must be a heavy sleeper because I tried and tried to wake you with the lights in the bed room last night" Why would anyone blink a light more then say 2 min just to see what it does and what I am doing and then stop and go on with the rest of the site. I don't understand people. It is 8:30pm and I can barely keep my eyes open. I have to figure out how I can work more hours. If anyone has any ideal please let me know. I spoke with Carol just for a few min today and also Stacey and wow got a call from Statia and Christie lol. Hmmm wonder if something is going to happen to me lol that I got so many calls in one day lol.

I got up today and worked around the house and then went for a nice drive. I spoke with Carol a few times and that was nice because I haven't talked to her in a while. I ate at McDonalds and then headed yes I know into work again. I got to work and worked all day and then spoke with Stacey and she came over and helped me at work (Thanks) and then we left work around 8 or so I think. I came home and ate some soup and had a B&J and now I am just updating the site. I talked with Jenny and Joe. They are so great. I really am glad I have such nice people coming to my site. I also updated my Friends page. Statia's page and Christie's page. Well I am getting ready to head to bed because yes another long long week.

Well it is now early and I am heading into work. I got there and started in on the phone system replacement. Basically I am replacing the Voicemail, ISP, Long-Distance, Phone System, New ACD Server, New Backup systems. I worked all day and then went to lunch with Jodell and we had a great time. Then got back to the office and worked more till around 7pm. I left and came home. I cooked some food up and now I am sitting back and relaxing and getting ready to head to bed. Another long day and weekend ahead of me at work. Oh here is a little bit of a TEASER of what pictures I will be adding this weekend. This is Statia and there will be more.

Well I got up today early and headed into work. Today was another day that was very just blah but very busy. I came home for lunch to get a break and then took a small drive and headed back to work. I then took off around 5:25 and headed for a road trip to Indy. I went down there and met Statia and Christie for dinner and then we headed back by a park and took some pictures and then went to Statia's to chill out and talk and just relax a little. I took a lot of pictures but I am just BEAT and don't really feel like doing much with them tonight but I will this weekend if not sooner. I hope you all like them ( I know the guys will ) lol. It was really nice. I haven't hung out with them in a while. Thanks girls for a nice night. Well everyone I am going to bed. I am BEAT.....

Well I got up today again early and headed into work. I got there and the day just started getting more and more and more complicated. I got into it with a few people and just flat out did not want to be there. I took off and went for a small drive at lunch and then came back to work. I met up with Erica from the phone vendor and she brought all of our new phones in for us to get ready for the big install on Thursday. I worked on those till more problems came up and then ended up staying at work till around 7 or so. I left and came home and had a small bite to eat and just feel really down. I am so tired of everything it seems. I just want to break away and or do something that is just so out of my norm ya know. I just feel like things are so different every day and I am getting deeper and deeper into a black hole like I used to be in. I have been working as much as I can and just drifting farther away from reality I guess. I don't know I just talk a lot I guess. Oh well just forget what I said lol. Anyway going to bed early because I need to get to work early again.

I got up today around 4:30am and got ready for work and then watched a little TV and headed into work. I will be here again tonight late. I hope you have a great great day. Well I left work around 4:30 just tired and just blah and things were not going well so I just left work. I came home and tried to take a small nap and talked with Statia on her way home and then laid around and spoke with Stacey for a while also on the phone. I got some nice emails from Carol and now I a sitting back having some B&J's and watching the game. I am about to crash. Another long long day tomorrow. But hey I love my job so it is ok ya know. Here is a picture just to saw WOW to well if you like women lol

Well I got up this morning and had some more nice pictures to look at of Carol's vacation and changed all the clocks in the house wow that is weird. lol. I know a lot of you do it already but this is the first time for me. I am going to get cleaned up and yes head into work again.. So if you need me today call my cell phone 765-717-9819 and I will answer. I worked till around 8:30pm tonight and came home and talked on the phone for and got some nice emails from Carol and Others. I then just hit the hay.

I just got up and I am about to go have breakfast at Mac's (Shown below) and then I will be heading into work to work another day. I have been trying to do a lot of new things at the office and it is just getting to be to much I think all at once. Today I will be working on Time changes and also working on Inventory. I hope everyone has a GREAT day. Carol should be leaving today for her VACATION and I know we all hope her the best. I stopped last night and bought the Movie King Kong but I have yet to watch it. I was just to tired to even think about it after I thought about it lol so I headed off to bed. I will watch it sometime this weekend on the TV lol. Well I got to work and worked all day till last last night and then came home and talked on the NET for a few and watched King Kong and then got really tired really fast and just broke. I got upset, sad, tired, down, everything all at once while I was trying to work more and I think I just hit the point where I had to go to bed even though I had work to do. So I went to bed and just crashed as fast as possibly known.

I just got up and I am about to go have breakfast at Mac's (Shown below) and then I will be heading into work to work another day. I have been trying to do a lot of new things at the office and it is just getting to be to much I think all at once. Today I will be working on Time changes and also working on Inventory. I hope everyone has a GREAT day. Carol should be leaving today for her VACATION and I know we all hope her the best. I stopped last night and bought the Movie King Kong but I have yet to watch it. I was just to tired to even think about it after I thought about it lol so I headed off to bed. I will watch it sometime this weekend on the TV lol. Well I got to work and worked all day till last last night and then came home and talked on the NET for a few and watched King Kong and then got really tired really fast and just broke. I got upset, sad, tired, down, everything all at once while I was trying to work more and I think I just hit the point where I had to go to bed even though I had work to do. So I went to bed and just crashed as fast as possibly known.