I got up today a little late and had a rough night sleep. I had some CRAZY dreams lol. I then headed into work to get some paperwork ready for a meeting. I then headed to the Garage to do some work and just try and keep my mind off things. I then got a call from my Interim CEO and my Boss and they wanted to have a meeting with me. I headed to that and then left there and went back to the Garage in a very down and out mood and just needing some ME time. I left the Garage and just drove and drove and drove. I came home and didn't really feel like talking so I went out again and had dinner and talked for a few and then walked around a few small stores just to look. I then came home and talked with Dish Network on the phone and I am getting the brand new VIP 622 that just hit the market and not a lot of people have yet. In fact it wont even get shipped to me for another 3 weeks because it is so new. It's a HD Receiver that can DVR in HD and SD and also run 2 TV's and is the top of the line. I then talked with Joe and I tell you what, he is so nice to me and so kind and always has advice and help for me. Thanks Joe. Then Joe started his own blog.. This is totally great. I talked with Carol and she helped also. I then talked with Christie and Statia - Thanks Statia for calling me today and for being concerned. I am now just really trying to decided what way to go now. Well anyway ------ Everyone have a great night. I get to hopefully sleep in tomorrow.