Got up today tired but feeling good. Went into work and worked on some things and then took off for lunch. I went for a nice drive then ate at Long John Silvers and then went to the Doc real fast. I then left and headed back to work. I thought the afternoon would be just Fantastic but I was soon to find out another let down. I talked to Carol a few times on the phone and also spoke with Kim when I got home for over an hour in Australia. I then looked for a phone call I never got. I talked with Christie as she went to her mans house and then I have spoke with Stacey a few times. I am just at a loss of how people can flat out lie to your face and not worry about anything or how they make you feel. And people say why don't you have faith in people well go figure. Some people really care for people and their feelings and others could care less about anything I guess. Well tonight is the new night for TV so I am going to perch out on my computer chair and watch some computer TV. Talk to you all soon. The cable went out (Well just the internet cable) tonight and it has been down for about an hour but it is back up and running now. I just now got an email from Carol and she is really sick so everyone please think about her. I hope you feel better. I hope everyone has a great day tomorrow. I need to start fresh I guess and just start the new year off a little late but try new things and try to keep the friends that I do have and are dear to me and not worry so much about other things.