Thursday 7-7-05:Well woke up today at 5:45 am and laid there. Then got a friend over near London and she told me about what happen. Then I work up to work having more problems and me dealing with that. Then the day was blown up by an email I got. Then I dealt with that on top of other stuff. Then I got the stuff at work worked out for the best for now. Then finished with the painters (well painter) lol. Then Christie came over and we went to dinner then Wal-Mart then got ice-cream and then back to my house. Then got a phone call that shocked me all together from someone I never thought I would hear from. Then spoke to Statia and she might come over tonight and chill. Now I am updating my website and hanging out. Thinking of all the stuff I have to do tomorrow for the house. I hope you are all ok. If you guys need anything I can help with let me know. Well I talked with Stacey tonight and also Kim in AUS. Also spoke with Gloria and also Statia a few times. I am in a much better mood now thanks. WOW no more letting someone get me down lol ya know life is to short to be upset a lot by stuff that is stupid. So how is everyone. I was able to fix a guys computer in Texas tonight remotely so that he didn't have to pay a guy to come and fix it so that was great I am glad I could help out.
Friday 7-8-05:Well I got up today thinking it was going to be a GREAT day.. Then I opened my mouth too much and almost lost a big part of my life. I then felt like CRAP and just couldn't think. Then I think I might of regained that part "still not sure" and then I had my brother come over to the house. Then it started being a great day. My brother has to be the best brother anyone could ever have. He is tired is helps, he is busy he helps, he is just a really great guy. He came over and helped me with the house. We put up the shutters, then we put up the front awning (with help of lesa his wife) then we set stuff back up on the deck and he left to go get ready for my Nephew's wedding tomorrow. I then did some yard work and stuff and then Stacey came over after work to also join in and help out. WOW you do not know how much she helped me and it was great of her to do that for me. We went to the first store where we got 2 bushes, 7 bags of potting soil, 9 bags of mulch. And thanks to her fast thinking I didn't have to pay for it all. Then we went to Wal-Mart and bought 20 plants.. hmmm please don't ask because I don't know what they are. There also with her fast thinking I didn't have to pay for them all. Then we came back home and started in. We then got everything done... and OMG it looks picture perfect to me at lease. We then fired up the torches and had a great cook out and chilled and talked and then we watched a really good movie on HBO and then she left around 12:30 and I updated my site. I want to thank Jeff and Lesa and Stacey so much for helping out with something that they didn't have to but did. Thank you guys so much.... I posted some pictures on my site on the picture page under house painting or what ever it is. I will take all the rest tomorrow. Just wanted you to see it at night.. I am going to have a cookout tomorrow night with Christie (I hope) and Stacey and just relax and enjoy....
Saturday 7-9-05:Got up today and started working on the website, also went out and watered the flowers and took some pictures of the house. I then got ready to head out for the Wedding in Middletown. I then came home and my brother from Ohio came over to check the house out and then he left to go back to Cinci. Christie came over and me and her went to the Mall and then stopped by the store and then came home and Stacey came over and we ate some cookout. OMG you are not going to believe what I tried. Christie had me try a Buffalo Steak and they are Buffalo Hamburgers. It was really good. I am glad that I tried it now. We are now sitting here in my office watching a movie. I have seen it so I am hanging out surfing the web and updating my website. I got a killer foot massage from Christie that was to die for.
Sunday 7-10-05:I got up this morning and got ready for the day, then cranked up some music and went out and watered all the plants. I am going to take pictures today of the deck and stuff so I can update the pictures page of painting the house. I hope you all like it honestly I really do. I hope you guys have a great day. If you need anything let me know. Well I worked on the servers all day and still have problems so I went into work. I then came home and did a radio show on the internet and I ended that around 10:00. I thought I would of gotten a phone call from someone but no luck. I then ate and now I am updated the site and about to go to bed. Thanks again everyone for everything.
Monday 7-11-05:Just a long day at work and I am beat and then I had to go to the doc's and have some stuff done and I am just BEAT. I have so much crap going on and I am just tired so I am going go to go bed and just try and relax. I know I didn't write much today but I Am truly sorry.
Tuesday 7-12-05:Went to work today and went to lunch with Christie and Stacey and then came back to work. Then got off work and Christie and Stacey followed me to my house and I changed and we hung out and watched TV and looked on the internet. We then went to dinner and I blew it again at dinner and worried about something that is out of my control and made Christie mad at me and then we left there and came home and I got them some ice-cream and then they hung out for a few and took off. I then went to bed after working on Christie's pictures for the website. They are on my pictures page under friends.
Wednesday 7-13-05:Went to work today and worked on new stuff that is coming up and then I went to lunch and hung out by the pond for lunch and then went back to work and worked till about 5. I then came home and put flag up in front of the house and also put up the birdfeeders and got on the internet for a while. I talked to Kim and Stacey for a while and now I am thinking I am just going to go to bed. I also got a card today in the mail from Carol in Washington. Thanks so much for the card it meant a lot and I understand. Thank you so much. Anyway.... I am going to go to bed. Got put on new meds and they are making me very tired. (Risperdal).....
Thursday 7-14-05:Well I went to work today and worked on stuff for the new update. I then came home and worked on my website and also did a radio show. I talked to a few friends on the internet and then I got a call from Christie and talk to Stacey on the phone also. I was going to come on here and just spill a lot about stuff that makes me mad or upset or hurt but ahhh it isn't worth it. People come to this site to know me and know more about me and know about my life and I sugar coat things or try and be what ever well enough is enough. I just want to be happy and have fun and not worry. I am so sick of worrying about stuff. I worry about work, I worry about friends, I worry about mom, I worry about health I worry about everything. SCREW it.. lol ya know. If you don't like my site "Don't come here anymore" if you don't like what you see Don't Look. If I don't measure up to your standards as good looking then you must be a beauty queen and or a model with nothing to worry about "Congrats". This is my website, my thoughts, my life.. I Am Patrick D. Conner not someone else.
Friday 7-15-05:Well I got up today and it started off being a GREAT GREAT day. I even talked to some new friends at a Radio Station in Tennessee and they want to put my link up on their site and I am going to do the same on my links page. So if you want to check it out go to my links page and you will see it there. I then got off the phone with her and I was asked to meet Christie and Stacey for lunch and I was a little worried about it but I did it anyway and I was right, I wish I wouldn't of went. I then stopped by and talked with Mike at the Nail Shop and things are going ok for him. The got rid of one of the workers and got a lady to replace him and I am going back tomorrow to fix a couple of laptops and then we are going to do dinner I think. Now I am home and I am a little down but I guess friends have fights so if we recover great if not then I know she doesn't want it to be. I hope she has a great weekend at home and has a fun time. Stacey is also leaving to go to Florida for the week or so, So I know she will have a great time lol. Don't pick up to many men Stacey..... lol... I am here now working on computers, I have a birthday party tonight for my niece. Also my friend Kim in AUS has a son Mitch and his birthday is Today (Well Sat. there) but Friday here. Happy Birthday to All... Well I just talked to Christie and it is both of us and we are just going to chill and take a break I guess. I don't know why we fight with each other but the last 4 weeks have been really hard. I think if we can work what ever out it will be better for both of us. I don't want to make her mad and I know she doesn't want to make me mad. So it will be a lonely week for me people lol. She is going home and Stacey is gone lol. I called to talk to my doc's and the girls there said they were going out so they invited me since I guess I am a nice guy so I met them at LaHacinda at 5:45 and left at 8:something lol and then I followed Diane home with Reba with me and then we visited there for a few and then drove by my house and then I took her back. I got home around 10:00 or so and had a GREAT GREAT night and laughed and had a good ol time. I then spoke with Stacey on the phone and hung out and talked and laughed and then I took a nice shower and now I am back online. I have had a GREAT evening thank you all so much. I wish I would talk to Christie tonight just to top off the evening but sometime soon maybe. Have a GREAT time tomorrow Stacey and be good. Stay away from Emily (Storm) and the twins. lol
Saturday 7-16-05:Well I got up today in a great mood and hung out. I talked to Stacey before she left go to the airport and she was really excited about going. That is GREAT I hope she has a great time. I then got an IM from my friend KIM in AUS. I guess that I have offended her some how about my blog and my thoughts. So the only way I know to not make people mad and not upset people and not have people mad at me all the time is to just stop the blog totally. So today is the last update for a while till I can think out how to put what is going on in my mind with out making others mad or upset or giving them something to talk about. I don't know............................................................................... I am sorry...
Sunday 7-17-05:Well last night was a night from crap. I never want a night like that. Wow.. 3 good things did happen though. I talked to Stacey and she is having a great time. I am going to make a page up that is on my pictures page that says Stacey's Vacation and post pictures she sends on her cell phone. I then got a TXT from Christie that was really nice. I then talked to my friend Kim. I then went to bed. I got over 465 emails yesterday and already 35 today saying please don't stop the blog. So if people don't want to read please don't click on it. I will not stop it. I also got a call from Carol in Washington and we talked for a few. She liked my time and date on the cams so I am going to put them back on today. I am working on work stuff and hanging out today. I will be back later.. Also thanks Jenny for your email it meant a lot also. Well I hung out for a few and then I talked to Stacey a few times on the phone and cooked me a killer meal for lunch on the grill ( Steak, potatoes, mac'chees ). I then worked on work stuff all day. I also talked to someone new in Anderson and went a visited with her for a few hours tonight and had a really nice time. I am now home working on computer again.
Monday 7-18-05:I went to work today dead tired.. Since I didn't sleep well last night. I then worked and left there around 3:30 or so and came home and worked again on the computers. I talked a few friends (Kim and Kim and Stacey and some others) then I talked to Chris that I haven't talked to in 3 years and she is doing great. I am going to meet her sometime this week I think and have dinner again. I then took a shower and went to Anderson to watch TV and hang out with Jennifer. I left there around 12:00midnight and now I am home updating this and about to go to bed.
Tuesday 7-19-05:Woke up today tired as all get out and went into work. I then worked till about 4:30 or so and left. I then got a call from Christie and I went and picked her up and went to a Mexican place for dinner and then I took her back home and talked for a few and had a good time. I then went back home and hung out and worked on the servers and then I went to bed.
Wednesday 7-20-05:I got up late this morning and went into work around 9:30am and then I worked on stuff for work. I got some pictures from Stacey and updated those and also talked to Sharon at BSU and txt'd Christie to say hi. I am working on stuff for the Boardroom here at work and I will be off tomorrow. I have a doctors appt for my eyes today at 3:45 pm because I have been seeing double and seeing lines when I look away from my computer screens. And also my blood pressure is 178 over 120 today so I am going to have that checked out on Friday afternoon. Tomorrow I will be doing a radio show most of the day after 10:00am for people that want listen they can click live audio. Well I went to the Eye Doctor and I found out what is going on and I have to go back again tomorrow. If you want to know what is going on you can email me. I then came home and did the yard and hedge and took some more pictures for my house page. I am also going to update Stacey's pictures in a few. I haven't heard from anyone this evening yet. I talked to my friend Chris in Indy and also to Sharon and Kim in Liverpool and also Kim in Aus.. I am about to crash. I needed to go into the office for a few this evening after I mowed the yard and I did that and now I am back updating the blog and Stacey's Vacation Page. Night All. By the way, I am off all day tomorrow if anyone wants to do lunch yell at me. I have to go back to the EYE Doc's in the morning around 10 or so they are going to call me. It has been a really good evening. I have also received an email from Kim in Liverpool and she caught me in the kitchen on cam with 2 girls. Here is the picture thanks to Kim in Liverpool.
Thursday 7-21-05:Well today was a very very good day. I woke up and relaxed and just hung out for a few and cleaned. I then started a show and had a great time. I love doing that. I then talked to Christie and we went to lunch and had a really great time. I then came back and did the radio show again most of the day. I then had company for a few and then I have just been cleaning and hanging out. I want KIM in AUS to know that I have drank about 8 bottles if not more of water. I am sick of going to the bathroom lol. I thought you might like to know that lol. I only had 2 cokes today lol. Well I am starting to feel a little down so before I get down and out I am going to go to bed. I work only for a few tomorrow and I also have a doc's apt. I will talk to you all soon. Thanks so much everyone for a great day. It is now thundering and lightening lol.
Friday 7-22-05:Got up today and went to work and worked on some machines and had a meeting so I left work early. I then went to the doc's because my Heart Rate was extremely high and I was freaking out. I got to the docs and they checked everything and basically put me on 2 pills for my heart and 1 pill to help me cope and 1 pill for headaches. I then left and went to LaHacenda for a quick bite by myself and then left there and came home. I hung out and worked on website and also did a show and got a little down and went to bed. I also got another picture to add to the blog done by Mrs. Judy
Saturday 7-23-05:I got up today and really felt down and just kind of hung out and noticed my freaking heart was pounding out of my chest and I took it and it was something like 140 or so and felt like it was way high. I then blew it off and went and got car cleaned and then I went to the store and got my lunch. I cooked on the grill Sirloin Steaks and then also mad good Mac and Cheese and small whole potatoes. I then left and went for a drive to clear my head and talked to 3 different pharmacists about my heart and they said DO NOT take anymore of the pill to calm me that is a major side effect so I am going to stop it totally today. I also did something else and then left there and went and got my hair cut and then came home. I watched Big Brother and that was about it. Now I am working on computers and about to go to bed. I drank about 8 bottles of water today. I also want to take a min and thank Carol in Washington State for sending me a card and also a Mrs. Wonderful. WOW it is great.... I love it to death.
Sunday 7-24-05:I got up this morning around 9 and just laid there like a zombie lol. I then got up and did the morning stuff. I also have already drank 1 bottle of water. Took my 2 pills and now I am just hanging out. I am going to order tomorrow I think Xenical to see if that can help. I am also going to call the doc and tell them I stopped my Risperdal and I am also going to ask if they can change my heart pill to a different kind because of my insurance. I might go to Indy today and tonight to just have a nice drive and to relax a little. I might see if my friend Sabrina is home to see her new apt down town. I also need to go to Chris's apt. to fix her computer for her. I hope I don't have to work and not be able to do either. Carol any luck on the new laptop. Remember I am here if you want to ask me anything before you buy. Kim in Aus WAKE UP lol. I hate that you sleep during the day here and I sleep during your day that sucks. lol. Stacey is having a good time. She went from her first hotel to the second one now. She will be on the way home Monday. Well I didn't go anywhere too sick to do anything except freak out. So I stayed home all day and all evening and I cant wait to get this stuff out of my system.
Monday 7-25-05:Got up today after a totally crappy sleep. I basically hung out today relaxing and feeling better. I feel a lot better. They changed my meds and too me off the pills I took myself off of on Saturday. Go Figure... I then was out side for a few to really sweat up a storm and try to sweat some stuff out of me. I then took a shower and ate and now I am just hanging gout. It is almost 5:00pm. I will writing more later. I want to thank everyone that asked how I was and am doing. I also want to thank those of you that have donated to my site because of all the work and everything it takes. Thanks to those of you that has donated for my birthday lol. WOW... I think Stacey is on her way back and should be back to work in the morning. I have been talking to Kim in Aus all day and evening and even talked with her on the phone. It has have a GREAT evening.
Tuesday 7-26-05:Got up today and went to work, stopped by McDonalds and got me a Large Ice Water and then went into work. I worked till I went to lunch with Kim, Nicole, Beth, Lavella and we ate at EndZone. I then came back and worked till I left to go to the Doc's. I got a good report well ya know and then I left and came home. I worked on my website and updated some stuff and also talked with mom about some stuff. I then just kind of hung out and watched Kim in AUS on cam and talked with Sharon and Stacey on the phone. I am now getting ready to go to bed. I am meeting the girls from the Doc's tomorrow night to eat and talk. I had a good day today. And thanks for the people that are donating to my site for what ever reason that is really awesome of you.
Wednesday 7-27-05:Got up today (didn't sleep very well at all) I then went into work. I worked till about 1:00 pm and then went to lunch with Statia downtown Muncie and just talked for about 2 1/2 hours. Then I took her home and talked to her there for even longer. We had a really nice talk and just hung out and laughed. I then left there and talked to Christie and Stacey on the phone and then met the girls from the Doc's and had water there and chips and laughed and talked more. I then left there came home and met a new friend his name is Jamie and he is a really nice guy his website is nice also. Click here to see it. He is really good guy. I then talked to my Mother for a few and talked about some stuff. I am now online and just working on my website. My eyes are killing me tonight (very sensitive) so I am wearing my glasses with the shades on them lol and it is working and that is all that matters lol. I want to thank everyone for all the nice emails and thoughts today was a GREAT GREAT day. I am off tomorrow I think I might go work out in the morning and then go on a nice drive and just enjoy my day and just listen to the radio and drive drive drive. I hope it doesn't rain lol. Again thanks to everyone for the nice thoughts...
Thursday 7-28-05:Well I got up today around 4:30 am and got ready to go workout. Left there and washed car and then got me a large Water from McDonalds *40 cents wow. I then left there and washed my car and then came home. I then took a shower and hung out for a few. I also talked to Kim for a few and Stacey and Carol. I then went and got a Mani and a Pedi and hung out for a few there and left to meet Christie for lunch. I left there and came home and just fell on the bed and CRASHED. I work up around 5:00 or so and felt better. I think I might continue to work out but in the afternoon or something. I also picked up my new glasses that were made for me working on the computer so much and they are great. I love them so far. I helped my mother cook some Spaghetti. I am meeting Stacey for dinner tonight at LaHesinda or how ever you spell it and going to talk a little. Well I just got home. Christie just came by and picked me up and we went to meet Stacey and then she brought me back home. We had a good time tonight. Thanks... I hope everyone is doing ok.
Friday 7-29-05:I got up today and went to work and they had my office decorated and looking nice I then took off early and went to lunch with Christie and Stacey and then I went shopping. I came home and got my new watch finally in the mail and then I did a fast show on the live audio. I then talked on the phone some and did the hedge and then went shopping. I then came back home and did laundry, used the iron on my shorts and shirt for tomorrow. I am now just finishing up and getting ready to go to bed. Stacey will be doing a chat session in my chat room tomorrow on the way to the Boat to spend some money and spend the day out for my birthday with Christie and Stacey. I hope you all will pop in and say hi to them for me. I will be driving and the car cam will be on. Thanks again for all the birthday wishes. My birthday is Monday but we are celebrating early.
Saturday 7-30-05:Well I have had a lot of emails asking me how today went so this is what took place all day long. I got up and got ready and went and picked up Stacey in Middletown and then we went to breakfast at McDonalds. I then drove to Greensburg Indiana to pick up Christie and then we went to the Boat. We hung out there for a few hours and then got back in the car and drove to Cincinnati Ohio to take the girls to dinner at a nice place. We left there and drove around for a few and I drove Christie back to her friends in Greensburg and then I drove Stacey home and hung out there for a few and then I came home. I am having a really hard evening and night so I am probably just going to go to bed.
Sunday 7-31-05:Well I work up today and changed the sheets on my bed to Blue this time. I then cleaned up the house a little. I am now working on the website. I wok up several times last night sick as anything and sweating and then I woke up to a TXT message from Kim in Aus at 4 and got up and came into the computer and she had just logged off. So I called her house and let it ring once and then hung up and she logged back on and then we talked for a while. Thanks Kim for talking you always make me feel better. I then went back to bed and had some really bad dreams and finally slept good from 9am to 12:00pm. I am going to do something today this is not going to be a bad Sunday if I can help it. Tomorrow is the day lol 37 years old. lol. I went for a drive and washed my car and went to eat and then to work for a few. I am now back home working on the website. Well I did a radio show today and how I can be so happy doing that and be so down in 1 min is beyond me. I have talked to a couple of people on the phone and I want to thank you for taking time to talk to me and I know that it will be ok. I had a pretty open talk on my live audio show and opened up to a lot of stuff and I just want to thank everyone for being so patient with me and so nice. I am really glad that I have people like you that check in and want to know how I am doing. Thanks so much.
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