Sun 2-6-05

Sunday 02-06-05:Well I got up this morning around 11 or so and took my meds and got some food in me. Mom is not doing very well so I am trying to help with her. I am doing laundry today (Sheets) and things and just trying to get worked up for tomorrow so I am not dead at work. YES I am going to try and work. Don't know how long it will last. My brother Jeff just brought me and mom lunch and mom some more meds. I will be back later on. Spent most of the day laying around. I thought I was better then what I was and now I am dizzy and having hot flashes and sweating and I have another temp. Mom is still out could in bed and I think I know why. Come to find out she drank the entire bottle of Robitussin DM last night because she was coughing so bad. I dread going into work tomorrow but I have to go in because people cry when you aren't there. So I will go in and do what I have to do and then I am out of there for a few days at least. I'm getting over this once and for all and not going to just get better then start doing everything and catch it again. That wont happen this time. I just feel bad that I gave it to Mom.... Well it is now 1:15am and I am freaking out. I don't know what is going on. I am very Nauseated, I feel like I want to vomit and I cant (yuck I know) my stomach is upset, and I can't seem to relax.. I mean when I lay down everything just starts moving in my head and it makes me feel like I am on a ride and going to get sick. This Crap Sucks.......