Friday 1-28-05: Well I work up and was in a great mood, had a great lunch, and then drove to my Dr's and then left there and went to wash car and the video store and then left there and went to Grocery and then came home and just went into a very down mood.. just like that.. I don't understand it. I hate this crap. I swear... Now I am just sitting here being bored off my butt and just wishing things.... gesh this is when I start thinking about everything and getting down even more. oh well.. I have nothing to do all weekend.. I might go bowl Russian Roulette tomorrow night I don't know..