Monday Monday lol

I got up today and started working again on Resumes. I sent out about 14 or so. I also want to thank Angie for helping me find some. She sent me some places that were looking for people. I also worked around the house on laundry and things. I went for a drive and filled up the Jimmy with gas and just went to the park and sat for a few. I left there and went to Sabra and Paul's. They wanted to treat me to dinner for last night. We hung out for a few and I left there then came home. It was and is snowing lightly but I don't think we are going to get anything big. I came home and was looking around at more jobs and found that the old place I used to work at for 6 years is hiring my position again. They are under new ownership so I am going to go back there. The job was and Maintenance Supervisor. I loved it when I was there. So tomorrow when I get up I am going to go there before I go to the doc's. I am also cutting out all my meds and stopping with all doc's till I can find something. I hope everyone is doing ok and if you need anything that I can help with please let me know. Below is a picture of Little One.

Well it is now about 3:00am and I couldn't sleep so I got up and did what I needed to do. I wrote a letter to my dad. Yes he passed a long time ago but I still have thoughts and dreams and nightmares about the whole thing. See a lot of people don't know this but I rode with my dad in the ambulance to the hospital that Sunday Night. I saw all the things they did to him and I just have never talked about it to anyone not even family I don't think. The things I saw and the things his body did were just to much. I try and not think about them but it gets me sometimes. My Doctor said to write a letter to him and talk about it and other things and that might help. I did that and wow. I feel better but talk about a lot on a mind. I know some of you have lost your parents or whatever and it sucks. They say you never know till you go through it and I tell you what.. I hope no one has to go through it. IT SUCKS. He died Monday night and never regained conscious from the night before. I never got to say Bye I never got to say anything and trust me anyone that knows me knows that I have to have closure or know why or what happen. Well lately I have been having some bad dreams about that night in the ambulance and I hate to say I wish I didn't see it and I wish I wasn't there but it was just hard and still is. It seemed to take days to get to the hospital.. Anyway I just had to get that out. Now since I am up and can't sleep I might as well work on my iPhone. Night all