Cold Busy Tuesday

Today is a great day it's very cold out and I have talked to Melissa a few times so that makes it even better and other than that everything is going great. Can't wait for the snow to start coming down soon I hope...

Snowy Friday........

Hello Everyone... I am off today and enjoyed sleeping in a bit.. I have Doctors appointments today (that is why I took the day off) and just getting ready to head out.. Cant wait for tonight (Denise and I and Rob and others) are all going out to dinner to hang out and just have a great night.. Other then that I need to do some cleaning around the house tomorrow and just pretty much chilln all weekend.. I added 2 sets of HIDs to my car this week and they look freaking awesome if you ask me lol.. Anyway if you guys need anything just email me or call me if you have my number.. cya

Terrific Tuesday

Well it was a freaking awesome day... Hard to believe how little things can make you're entire day.. Ended up working over tonight in Muncie and then got home and just fixed me an awesome egg sandwich for dinner lol... Anyway again if you all need anything let me know..

Great Monday.........

I went to work today and ended up washing the car again lol. .. Went to lunch with Chris and then left work around 4... Came to Muncie and picked up Denise for out PJ Night... She wore hers and I put on mine when we got home and ate pizza and watched a movie.. (Blind Side) and can I just say I balled my eyes out pretty much all the movie.. It is such a great great movie.. YES She laughed at me lol. We had an absolutely great great night.. Thanks Denise if you read this. Took her home and stopped and got a Frozen Coke and now I am working on my website and working on the computer..

Another Weekend Over

I had a pretty good weekend just really hanging out. I hung out with Rob and ended up seeing Denise for Dinner on Sunday (Roadhouse).. I cleaned up my office and added another camera lol. Tonight I think is going to be PJ Night for Denise and I at my house so we can just hang out and order dinner and watch movies lol... Other then that it was pretty good weekend. I am still not for sure about my new keyboard / case for my iPad but we will see.. I am able to update my blog a lot easier and write emails from my iPad a lot better then typing on glass. I really would like to get a MacBook Air but they are expensive...

Another Weekend Passing.....

Had date night last night with Denise we ended up running around getting some things done (New Phone for me) and then other things.. Then went to the hospital to visit a friend that is in there.. Ate at Ruby Tuesdays and then we went to my house to watch a movie and hung out.. Had a GREAT TIME...

Today (Saturday) I got up at 3 am and started cleaning the house and then went and washed the car and headed to BestBuy to buy a new keyboard for my iPad and then was heading home and talked with Denise and ended up taking breakfast over there and enjoying sometime with her before she headed out to the school.. I left there and went home and yes you guessed it I cleaned the car up again and worked around the house.. I left there and went to eat and now I am hanging out at Robs... We are eating a chocolate cake that Denise made for me the other night and watching TV...

Good Sunday Morning Everyone....  (Couldn't Sleep lol again)

I hope everyone had a great Christmas and got everything you wanted..... I had a really great Christmas and spent a lot of Quality Time with Denise.. It seems funny how you can go to lunch or go to a fast dinner or see a movie and how it doesn't even compare to just sitting around and being together and talking and laughing and sharing ya know.. We (Denise and I) ended up having Christmas Eve at my house with my family and it was pretty cool then we watched TV in my office and then went to her house and ended up opening there at Midnight with her kids. Then we went to the store lol and got things for breakfast and cooked at 3am.. lol then we tried to watch A Christmas Story at 4am but I feel asleep and so did she on the couch. I woke up and headed home and then I got a call from her friend Lisa to come over at 9am or so to setup something for her kids so I did that and went by and picked up Denise and Lacey to go to her Parents for Christmas. We hung out there all afternoon and that was awesome.. So honestly it was a GREAT TIME and GREAT Couple of Days..

WOW is all I can say about this weekend...... And not a good WOW..
I guess there is such as a thing as being to nice.. I guess I learned my lesson and just need to BACK the way off. Sometimes I just wish things were different in my life and I could start over but I don't think that would even matter anymore.. I am NOT A COLD guy and I am not like most guys either.. I actually care about how people feel. Anyway I am going to work some more and just keep my mind off things if that can honestly work..

Long Day......

Worked all day and was able to stop in and see Nanette and the kids, then went out to dinner with Denise and Chilisa and then we all went over to Lisa's to hang out.. after that I went for a small drive and now I'm home and bored... hmmmm what to do....

Last day of Vacation........ :(

Well today was NOT what I wanted for my last day of Vacation. I will be honest with myself and say that it SUCKED.. I guess with my Birthday last week and this happening this week it just blows even more. I love helping people and I love working but sometimes I work way to much and honestly I did nothing but worry about work my last 3 days and even worked remotely because of it. I just wish I honestly FIT somewhere. I don't feel I fit anyway and it really makes you feel empty as a person.. Anyway I am going to try and be better but I know it will be hard.

Today a bad but good day....

Today was a bad day because of my stupid mistakes but ended up basing a great day.... I just hope that someday I will be able to be happy with myself no matter what I am doing or saying or anything really. I have a very low self-esteem and just need to except myself and live my life.

I always try to do and say the right things for others and forget about living for myself and I just need to work on being me.

Monday - A LONG Productive Day

I am TIRED........................ I worked around the house and they FINISHED the house.. OMG it looks OMG GREAT... I got working with Jeff (Brother) to put stuff together and turn around and 6 hours later it is looking so good. It got so late we had to stop. I am off tomorrow so I will work on it again tomorrow till Jeff gets here tomorrow night and then we can work on it together.. I am just doing the finishing touches. I will be honest with you and this might sound dumb or stupid but I honestly just want to Sit Down and Relax and honestly just let go of everything I feel and let it all out.. I am honestly Physically and Mentally Tired.. It will be a while before I do anything like this again lol.. WOW.. I will post pictures tomorrow and also go through a full detail of everything I had done and that way you all can know and I can look back at it later in life and thing lol wow..

Weekend Over (Here We Go)

Well the weekend went FAASSSTTT and they are coming to work on the house tomorrow morning. I am sure they wont get here till 10am so we will see how much they get done. I have found a few things that need addressing but I hope things will be good. The weekend was OK just seemed to think about the house a lot. I Went out today and got some supplies for the house and also picked up 3 cubic feet of RED MULCH for 119.00 and it is on the trailer in back waiting for me to start putting it out. I also had to buy some new Belkin Cables for the Roof Cam (it is currently down) but it should be back up by the weekend. Other then that it is nothing but house house house..

Hump Day Wednesday ----- Hmmmmm

Well I got up today and went to breakfast and then came back and started in on the house... I talked with them for a few and they also started in.. Today seemed like a slow day on the house - Well the painters got here at 10:00am and left around 6:00 so its taking a little longer then I had hoped but I think the end is near.. I found out that the Shutters that were on the house are Non Paintable ones so I had to order all new shutters $$$ that are Paintable and they should be in next week. I am having them shipped to the Painters in Indy and there they will prime and paint and then bring them up to Muncie and install them. The house is almost done (not the garage but the house) so tomorrow it looks like I will do a walk around with them and they should be able to finish it up.. Found out they are going to redo the deck also (they got some paint on it and things) so that is cool. I had a down morning but it got better as the day went on.. OK I wont bother you longer with the blah blah blah.. Cya

Vacation Week / House Week 2

Well I got up today after a crappy night of HOT SLEEP.. I haven't gotten the AC's in yet and it is so hot in the house. I also worked out in the garage all day and just in a stage of (WORRY) over the house. I know that everyone says it will work out and it will be better then when they got here but I just don't know ya know. I keep finding things that I don't know about but hey I guess all I can do is sit back and watch and see how it ends up. I trust them its just hard because anyone that knows me knows I hate waiting and hate not knowing.. Other then that things are great around here and at work.

Great Day...

Today was a pretty good day.. Worked in Muncie for a few min then to Fishers then to Anderson then Home.. Tomorrow will be about the same.. I came home today and surprised my Great Niece with a new Doll called "The American Girl" or something like that and about 4 outfits.. She loved it I think lol.. I laid down and fell asleep and woke up just feeling bad.. I have been pushing something for about a week now and it is really getting old fast.. Other then that everything is great and just doing it day by day..

Happy Thanksgiving

Hello Everyone.... Happy Thanksgiving..

I got up today and feel pretty crappy honestly. I went and found out I have a bad Sinus Infection (Honestly I think I am worse) but we will see. I am on 2 pills a day of Cefdinir 300MG so we will see. Family came over all day and it honestly wansnt bad lol.. I had a good time and we watched TV and hung out and I gave Lynley a hard time lol. The my brother and his wife Cince showed up from Kentucky.. I honestly feel like crap right now and it is 10:12 pm.. I hope everyone had a great great day and again if you need anything let me know...

Tuesday ......... Tired

I got to work today and wow what weather we had.. It was pouring out and nasty and it was awesome at the same time lol. I must be honest I am not feeling well, I am having hot flashes and feel warm like between the eyes and back and my nose is pouring and i am wore out. I stated Coricidin HBP Max. so we will see how that does. Today was a good day, I brought in donuts and had a great lunch at O'Charley's and then back to work. I only worked over tonight a couple of hours and came home and got a call to work on a computer remotely.. Other then that I am hanging out playing with the cat and watching TV. I hope everyone had a great day and if you need anything let me know..

Last week before VACATION

Today was a pretty good day.. I am pushing something (flu or something) and feeling kind of blah but work was great.. Left around 9:30pm or so (long day) and got home and worked on the website a bit. I am on vacation all next week so I am kind of excited but then again I am wondering if I should work.. We have been very busy and I feel bad if I am not there. I am going to try (I know I have said this before) but I am going to try and do better with the blog and updating my website and also add more pictures to my site. OK don't want to make you all fall asleep so I am going to crash for the night. CYA

Saturday Night.....

Well I took off work yesterday and ended up getting to the Apple Store (@ the Keystone Mall) in Indy and got in line around 9:15 or so AM... They had Pizza and Water and we sat all day waiting for the iPad 2 to go on sale at 5pm. So about 5min till 5 they let us line and I was number 25. I ended up getting 2 iPad's (16gig Wifi and 64gig 3G Wifi) and 2 screen protectors and the DVI output for the TV and left around 5:15pm. I must tell you this is the first time I have ever done this and it was AWESOME.. I had such a great time and met some really nice people and it was honestly just a total blast. I ended up sleeping in today till about 2pm lol and have just been hanging out around the house all day. I will be painting the hallway shelves tomorrow and other than that nothing.. Next week is another week at work and I am off on Friday (they are installing Comcast Business Services) in the house so that I don't go over my 250 gig limit anymore lol. So keep the donations coming to the website. WWW.PDCONNER.COM also you can check out my Apple Store videos by going to my iPhone cam page and clicking on older videos.. I hope you like. OK Well it is about 11:15pm and I hear my bed calling me.. Night All...